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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
Hello, this will be the last time I post for awhile so I don't get in trouble for posting too much, lol

But wondering if anybody has any ideas on how I could restrain myself to drown in a bathtub or hot tub without being able to fail or get out. Thank you
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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Hello, this will be the last time I post for awhile so I don't get in trouble for posting too much, lol

But wondering if anybody has any ideas on how I could restrain myself to drown in a bathtub or hot tub without being able to fail or get out. Thank you
Post as much as you want please. I just saw a YouTube video a few minutes ago where a guy attached weights to himself and walked into a lake. He was found the next morning by a boatman. He passed away.

I suppose medicating and passing out in a bathtub might work.
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I was thinking about taking prescription sleeping pills and a whole bunch of alcohol then go down to the river to hopefully drown. I'm too chicken shit to actually do it though as I fear it won't work. So I'm trapped.
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
Post as much as you want please. I just saw a YouTube video a few minutes ago where a guy attached weights to himself and walked into a lake. He was found the next morning by a boatman. He passed away.

I suppose medicating and passing out in a bathtub might work.
I got in trouble with a mod for "posting too much" last week…

Also you could still swim even with weights technically
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
That's a bit unfair when people need to cope. But anyway. It's their rules, I suppose.
I know it wasn't even an insane amount. I better watch so he doesn't give me another warning for existing
 
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sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
710
I was thinking about taking prescription sleeping pills and a whole bunch of alcohol then go down to the river to hopefully drown. I'm too chicken shit to actually do it though as I fear it won't work. So I'm trapped.
I'm actually considering something similar as well

Just trying to convince myself to move forward with the idea

Been constantly thinking about this lately

Hopefully can finally proceed with it at some point
 
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Ariel1

Student
May 15, 2025
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I'm starting to consider this method too. I could rent a small cottage by a lake, wait until night when no one is around, drink and take lots of benzos and then walk into the water. I still feel like I'd need something to weigh me down though...
 

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