squareminus1
Member
- Aug 12, 2023
- 68
Hi,
Methods I have looked at so for haven't been working for me. I have investigated partial hanging but there doesn't seem to be a stable support that I can use in my house, my cupboards old and rickity and I recon if I was to test it it would just break which raises questions. I have tried a radiator but it's too close to the ground so when SI kicks in it's easy to sruggle to a less bad position, I haven't tried tieing my hands yet though in fairness.
I read about SN and how it can potentially cause welfare checks if getting it delivered, plus I am in the UK, where I don't think there is an unrestricted source for it at the moment.
I have a local bar that alot of people have walk up and down the side of a canal to get to, I have heared alot of stories about drunk people tripping in, or in somecases volunteraily jumping at a bridge or gate, and drowning. Is it really that easy or can these people likely not swim? I am quite a strong swimmer but I assume if I drink alot and the immediate shock of jumping in freezing water might be mean that it could be fatal. Drinking would also heavily lower my inhibitions and maybe encourage me to do it, even before I discovered this site I have occasional spent time sitting on the edge of gates contemplating it so might be somethign I can pull off. What are your thoughts? Do you recon the shock and inhebriation would mean I die?
I know drowning is a horrible way to go but it just seems very accessible at the minute.
Methods I have looked at so for haven't been working for me. I have investigated partial hanging but there doesn't seem to be a stable support that I can use in my house, my cupboards old and rickity and I recon if I was to test it it would just break which raises questions. I have tried a radiator but it's too close to the ground so when SI kicks in it's easy to sruggle to a less bad position, I haven't tried tieing my hands yet though in fairness.
I read about SN and how it can potentially cause welfare checks if getting it delivered, plus I am in the UK, where I don't think there is an unrestricted source for it at the moment.
I have a local bar that alot of people have walk up and down the side of a canal to get to, I have heared alot of stories about drunk people tripping in, or in somecases volunteraily jumping at a bridge or gate, and drowning. Is it really that easy or can these people likely not swim? I am quite a strong swimmer but I assume if I drink alot and the immediate shock of jumping in freezing water might be mean that it could be fatal. Drinking would also heavily lower my inhibitions and maybe encourage me to do it, even before I discovered this site I have occasional spent time sitting on the edge of gates contemplating it so might be somethign I can pull off. What are your thoughts? Do you recon the shock and inhebriation would mean I die?
I know drowning is a horrible way to go but it just seems very accessible at the minute.