disgustingmale
Member
- Jul 22, 2022
- 20
I'm just letting my life turn more and more hopeless in the hope that I'll eventually succeed in ending my life. I have a couple non-attempts under my belt, mainly slipping a noose around my neck and testing how it feels to hang on it as well as going to an overpass and trying to muster up the courage to jump in front of a semi.
When I'm not actively suicidal, I'm smoking cigarettes and eating like shit in order to worsen my health. I've started taking estrogen since it will increase my chances of developing deep vein thrombosis.
I still take my mood meds but I'm starting to think maybe I should quit so I can drive myself to a successful suicide faster.
I really fucking hate existence and I hope each day that it'll be my last.
When I'm not actively suicidal, I'm smoking cigarettes and eating like shit in order to worsen my health. I've started taking estrogen since it will increase my chances of developing deep vein thrombosis.
I still take my mood meds but I'm starting to think maybe I should quit so I can drive myself to a successful suicide faster.
I really fucking hate existence and I hope each day that it'll be my last.
