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indigomoon

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Mar 6, 2022
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Okay, so I don't know if this really pertains to suicide but I have just found my new favorite self destructive behavior—- alcohol. I have not drank that much throughout my entire life because both my parents were alcoholics. But why did no one tell me how much better I would feel when I'm a little lit! This is freaking awesome. Btw, I'm a little tipsy right now, so if I ramble just ignore me. I have to say that I am becoming partial to vodka. There are soooo many mixed drinks that you can make with it! I feel that I should try them all. Does anyone else like to drink when they are feeling shitty about themselves or their life? I imagine the answer is yes. Probably why I shouldn't be drinking but this is definitely helping with my pain and insomnia. What is everyone's thoughts?
 
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depressedexwriter

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Mar 16, 2022
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yes 100%. And the best/worst part is that I realize that drinking, like any addiction, is only 'fun' in the first few sessions. So, somewhere in the near future, I'll be consuming way more alcohol and not seeing any of the benefits. But yeah drinking is pretty much all that i have right now lol
 
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SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
It's a slippery slope. I don't drink like I used to. I've never used alcohol for helping through scenarios because I've witnessed my aunt who's an alcoholic. Just be careful with alcohol.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I don't drink anymore. Used to. Like A LOT. Never an alcoholic, though. One thing to watch is coming down. Alcohol is a depressant.
 
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color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
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Alcohol is both an upper and a downer.
It starts out as an upper when you first get buzzed.
But after several drinks, it starts becoming a depressant.
In the depressant mode, it will only make your shitty mood worse.

Trick is to learn how to nurse your drink, so you keep just enough alcohol in your blood for that happy buzz.
Also, don't drink on an empty stomach, because the alcohol is absorbed into the blood so quickly, that it is difficult to control your buzz.
Like all drugs, your body will develop a tolerance for alcohol, requiring more for the same effect.
Alcohol is a mild poison that slowly damages the liver.
Sustained moderate to heavy drinking will eventually take its toll on the liver.
Dying from a damaged liver is a horrible way to go, definitely not recommended.
 
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fizi22

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Nov 15, 2021
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ive only had whiskey. it's not that good, even mixed with coke.
 
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houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
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I have just found my new favorite self destructive behavior — alcohol. I have not drank that much throughout my entire life because both my parents were alcoholics. But why did no one tell me how much better I would feel when I'm a little lit! This is freaking awesome. Btw, I'm a little tipsy right now, so if I ramble just ignore me. I have to say that I am becoming partial to vodka. There are soooo many mixed drinks that you can make with it! I feel that I should try them all. I shouldn't be drinking but this is definitely helping with my pain and insomnia. What is everyone's thoughts?
nooooo duude i beg you to be careful 🥺 please 🥺 this could end badly…
 
loopyloo

loopyloo

maybe next year we’ll implode
Dec 18, 2021
4
Okay, so I don't know if this really pertains to suicide but I have just found my new favorite self destructive behavior—- alcohol. I have not drank that much throughout my entire life because both my parents were alcoholics. But why did no one tell me how much better I would feel when I'm a little lit! This is freaking awesome. Btw, I'm a little tipsy right now, so if I ramble just ignore me. I have to say that I am becoming partial to vodka. There are soooo many mixed drinks that you can make with it! I feel that I should try them all. Does anyone else like to drink when they are feeling shitty about themselves or their life? I imagine the answer is yes. Probably why I shouldn't be drinking but this is definitely helping with my pain and insomnia. What is everyone's thoughts?
Every once in a while, I'll drink and listen to music. It can range from sad to upbeat. Usually 80s new wave. I just try to have a little time to myself and have fun dancing. Bonus: my cat gets hyped up and zooms around my apartment. Haha.

I just try to focus on little things to get through until there's nothing left
 
its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
Alcohol is both an upper and a downer.
It starts out as an upper when you first get buzzed.
But after several drinks, it starts becoming a depressant.
In the depressant mode, it will only make your shitty mood worse.

Trick is to learn how to nurse your drink, so you keep just enough alcohol in your blood for that happy buzz.
Also, don't drink on an empty stomach, because the alcohol is absorbed into the blood so quickly, that it is difficult to control your buzz.
Like all drugs, your body will develop a tolerance for alcohol, requiring more for the same effect.
Came to give the same advice. If you can maintain just a buzz (not quite drunk), you'll feel great. I can't seem to do it. I get buzzed, feel great, stop giving a fuck about anything, and keep pounding drinks thinking maybe this time it'll work out… end up wasted and horribly depressed every time.

Not to mention, worse yet, the heavy depression that lingers for days after sobering up. That's why I used to just stay drunk all the time. And that's why I sobered up for several years. Back to drinking now though. Fuck it!
 
Jred

Jred

Sadness covers me like a blanket.
Apr 26, 2022
33
Okay, so I don't know if this really pertains to suicide but I have just found my new favorite self destructive behavior—- alcohol. I have not drank that much throughout my entire life because both my parents were alcoholics. But why did no one tell me how much better I would feel when I'm a little lit! This is freaking awesome. Btw, I'm a little tipsy right now, so if I ramble just ignore me. I have to say that I am becoming partial to vodka. There are soooo many mixed drinks that you can make with it! I feel that I should try them all. Does anyone else like to drink when they are feeling shitty about themselves or their life? I imagine the answer is yes. Probably why I shouldn't be drinking but this is definitely helping with my pain and insomnia. What is everyone's thoughts?
Fuck, how spooky SAME. I never drank but I just drank 4 things and I'm all alone and it actually feels okay, at least for now. Spotify is going and I'm pissibg my cats off for sure rn sibging at them abd my beighbors will have a warning posted on my door by morning for sure. I know I can't deal with everyday like this, but today, right now, I am willing to live out just this drunken stupor I feel
 
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color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
969
I can't seem to do it. I get buzzed, feel great, stop giving a fuck about anything, and keep pounding drinks
Yeah, me too!
It seems like knowing what to do, and actually doing it, are two different things.
Then again, that's true for all drugs.
I think it is the very definition of addiction.
 
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