Drinking sn soon

[Cannedbones]

I'll be drinking sn soon. This is it. I'll be home alone for the next couple of hours and hopefully that'll be enough time. I hate to do this to my mom and family but I see no point in keeping on going.

I haven't eaten or drank anything for the last 12 hours. I'll be going with the stat dose process from Stan's guide. I don't have an antacid however. I'll be preparing 2 glasses of sn soon. I guess that's it. 1 more hour to go and I'll be gone

 

[Someone123]

I'll be drinking sn soon. This is it. I'll be home alone for the next couple of hours and hopefully that'll be enough time. I hate to do this to my mom and family but I see no point in keeping on going.

I haven't eaten or drank anything for the last 12 hours. I'll be going with the stat dose process from Stan's guide. I don't have an antacid however. I'll be preparing 2 glasses of sn soon. I guess that's it. 1 more hour to go and I'll be gone

Do you have meto or another anti-emitic toi try to prevent vomiting?

 

[Cannedbones]

Do you have meto or another anti-emitic toi try to prevent vomiting?

Yes. Ill be taking 3×10mg motilium

 

[Someone123]

I'll be drinking sn soon. This is it. I'll be home alone for the next couple of hours and hopefully that'll be enough time. I hate to do this to my mom and family but I see no point in keeping on going.

I haven't eaten or drank anything for the last 12 hours. I'll be going with the stat dose process from Stan's guide. I don't have an antacid however. I'll be preparing 2 glasses of sn soon. I guess that's it. 1 more hour to go and I'll be gone

If this will upset your mom a lot then the question is- could she possibly do enough to keep you from wanting to ctb? How much effort would your family be willing to make to make your life better? When you are young enough to have parents who can help it's good to make sure you get all the help from them that you can before considering ctb.

 

[SeekingBlessedCalm]

This will be my method. Do you feel like sharing?

 

[Kennish]

I hope you find peace from your suffering

 

[Cannedbones]

This will be my method. Do you feel like sharing?

Just prepared the 2 glasses. Ill be drinking it in around 35 minutes

 

[Beeper]

You mentioned you will be home alone for the next couple of hours. When your family member(s) return, will they check up on you?

 

[Cannedbones]

You mentioned you will be home alone for the next couple of hours. When your family member(s) return, will they check up on you?

Yes sure. But ill have at least 4 to 6 hours alone

 

[Death is beautiful]

Bump

 

[Eddypaddy]

Can you report if you feel any discomfort or pain?

 

[Cannedbones]

Can you report if you feel any discomfort or pain?

Will do

 

[seaweaves]

I hope you find the peace you deserve tonight

 

[Cannedbones]

Drinking sn in a few minutes

 

[bed]

I hope everything goes smoothly for you <3

remember you can always change your mind or call for help if you so choose.

 

[Beeper]

You are not alone. There are many people online. If there is anything you want to talk about, people here will understand.

 

[kurisutinabestgirl]

I wish you a smooth journey, and as others have already said before, it's not wrong to decide not to do it yet.

We will all be here for you. If you do go through with it, I truly wish for you to reach the peace you're seeking.

 

[Cannedbones]

Thank you everyone. Just laying down waiting for the last couple of minutes to pass while listening to the smiths. I feel both calm and nervous

 

[Beeper]

Peace is near, please be still.

Travel the path, follow thy will.

Chosen are we, taking the pill.

It is us who decides, for we have free will.

 

[Cannedbones]

Just drank sn. Quite salty for my taste. Didnt think i could finish it. Felt kinda heavy
Throat burns a little
Heart is beating fast and im slightly shaking. I think it's the nerves. Feeling kinda hot

 

[marinekiwi]

May you find peace and relief from suffering.
Wish you safe travels. It's sad that things have to end this way. You'll be missed.

 

[blueclover_.]

RIP. I hope you've found peace.

 

[Eddypaddy]

I hope you will not puke. The taste was horrible right?
Op are you still there?

 

[Beeper]

I hope you find peace on your journey, and a comfort this world could not provide.

An adventure awaits, joining others who have gone before you. Here is a torch to light the way

 

[Lifeless mindset]

I wish you the best of luck on your journey

 

[Kennish]

Bump

What does it mean when you bump a post?

Just drank sn. Quite salty for my taste. Didnt think i could finish it. Felt kinda heavy
Throat burns a little
Heart is beating fast and im slightly shaking. I think it's the nerves. Feeling kinda hot

I hope you are at peace now. You are not alone. I wish you a safe and peaceful journey to the other side

 

[Death is beautiful]

What does it mean when you bump a post

this was done so that I would receive notifications from this thread, but just an hour ago I found out that you can just subscribe to the thread and not necessarily leave a message

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you found the peace you were looking for and freedom from suffering.

 

[Butterflyfree]

If this will upset your mom a lot then the question is- could she possibly do enough to keep you from wanting to ctb? How much effort would your family be willing to make to make your life better? When you are young enough to have parents who can help it's good to make sure you get all the help from them that you can before considering ctb.

Pro lifer

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace desired