Drinking SN on the street.

[Unknown21]

I can't seem to do it at home, I'm feeling so anxious and my survival instinct is kicking in. Also I can't look them in the eye and I'll kill myself right after. There is also a possibility that I will be found at home because there is no privacy. I feel so guilty and my survival instinct is heightened because of this. I feel anxious and threatened because I am sensitive due to my fears of anything unfamiliar, my survival instinct is less in public places or the street because of this. I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.
I was planning to drink SN and sleep on the sidewalk but I don't know if this will work or if there is a possibility of saving me.

 

[TBONTB]

I can't seem to do it at home, I'm feeling so anxious and my survival instinct is kicking in. Also I can't look them in the eye and I'll kill myself right after. There is also a possibility that I will be found at home because there is no privacy. I feel so guilty and my survival instinct is heightened because of this. I feel anxious and threatened because I am sensitive due to my fears of anything unfamiliar, my survival instinct is less in public places or the street because of this. I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.
I was planning to drink SN and sleep on the sidewalk but I don't know if this will work or if there is a possibility of saving me.

I understand this dilemma, experiencing something similar.!

I think there is a very high chance of someone intervening if you are on the street. You will be lying down and likely vomiting. It's hard to imagine someone wouldn't call for help.

 

[vak]

You'll probably end up vomiting, and someone might call an ambulance. I originally planned to do it in a park before settling on the hotel idea - it's more private than a sidewalk, and you can hide in a bush

 

[cowboypants]

Unless you can hide really well and are out of sight for a couple of hours. People will intervene. Some of the symptoms will be hard for others to ignore

 

[Freedomm]

This is ugly, they will find you quickly, inject methylene blue and your attempt will fail.

 

[Roadrunner]

What about an old rarely visited cemetery? Anything like that near by?

 

[quietwoods]

I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.

What nonsense law is this

 

[death_bed221]

I have no idea where u live but does ur city have a forest or some isolated place people don't really go? Maybe some abandoned building or something?

 

[monetpompo]

I have no idea where u live but does ur city have a forest or some isolated place people don't really go? Maybe some abandoned building or something?

yeah, it would be easy to find a forest or park since most cities have them