dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
I would suggest TRT, as it has helped me for staying alive 3 years since I bought N. While traveling south Mexico.
With TRT I dont feel like shit
But LIVING is so hard for me after 20 year depression I learned not how to live life.
and more to say, how to live and work and work and work life. fak, I feel such a coward.
I should wrapp those N bottles in aluminium foil, just unwrapped them from a black box I had them in couple weeks ago.
its not cool bro, I wish you guys the best. I'm not drinking them today, I will receive a Bonus in my job in 10 days, I could pre-pay a funeral.
I already left my house to my girlfriend, whose not happy with me today, due to this conversation.
At least she gets the small cheap house I live in.
Credit, but if I died I guess she can keep on paying or maybe even not pay nothing at all because of a natural death.
I dont know about that.
I wont leave it to my family brother or mom, because I've spent 4 years telling them to buy Bitcoin because I could not even work.
They didnt listen or bought, but my house is worth around 1.2BTC
thats $100usd of Bitcoin back then,
I feel my life is cheap, I wouldnt want to die if I had 10BTC to give me a monthly interest because working is so fucking hard with my mind and feelings.
feeling like a coward, feeling like I failed.
little hate, little anger, fuck!
and the PPEH book says you have to dring two bottles, and that it taste aweful, fuck! vomiting could be an issue, have to buy those anti-vomiting pills too, those are /were easily available here in mexico few years back, maybe they still are. I bet they are.
I could have avoided this if I had a job I liked. <--- thats the truth
With TRT I dont feel like shit
But LIVING is so hard for me after 20 year depression I learned not how to live life.
and more to say, how to live and work and work and work life. fak, I feel such a coward.
I should wrapp those N bottles in aluminium foil, just unwrapped them from a black box I had them in couple weeks ago.
its not cool bro, I wish you guys the best. I'm not drinking them today, I will receive a Bonus in my job in 10 days, I could pre-pay a funeral.
I already left my house to my girlfriend, whose not happy with me today, due to this conversation.
At least she gets the small cheap house I live in.
Credit, but if I died I guess she can keep on paying or maybe even not pay nothing at all because of a natural death.
I dont know about that.
I wont leave it to my family brother or mom, because I've spent 4 years telling them to buy Bitcoin because I could not even work.
They didnt listen or bought, but my house is worth around 1.2BTC
thats $100usd of Bitcoin back then,
I feel my life is cheap, I wouldnt want to die if I had 10BTC to give me a monthly interest because working is so fucking hard with my mind and feelings.
feeling like a coward, feeling like I failed.
little hate, little anger, fuck!
and the PPEH book says you have to dring two bottles, and that it taste aweful, fuck! vomiting could be an issue, have to buy those anti-vomiting pills too, those are /were easily available here in mexico few years back, maybe they still are. I bet they are.
I could have avoided this if I had a job I liked. <--- thats the truth
