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PeaceisallIwishfor

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Dec 4, 2019
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I had multiple dreams of dying last night, one that I got hit by a train, it was so real, I even felt the blood in my mouth and myself fading out, I had never felt such amount of terror, but then it was followed by a thought, "this is it" and immediate relief and then I woke up in bliss and then terror again that it was just a dream. Interesting how it works, I just wonder if that's how it will be, terror followed by acceptance and immediate relief, it's just accepting that initial terror/fight or flight instinct.
 
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ThingWithFeathers

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Sep 23, 2019
195
I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
 
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