Discussion Dreaming about your CTB attempt.

[Forever Sleep]

Has anyone had dreams about the CTB method they intend to use? Or, suicide in general?

I dreamt I took my SN last night. Mainly because I was with some other random person who took it first. I was kind of consciously thinking though- this is not the way to do it! You haven't fasted or taken antiemetics. You haven't even taken that much! But, overall, I was fine with the decision. I guess that makes me feel like it is what I want ultimately.

But then, how disorganised it was started to trouble me and I started to make signs to say there was SN on the utensils I'd used. Then, I obviously waited to die but didn't. That felt disappointing and it's followed me through into today.

How about you? Have you had suicide themed dreams? How did they make you feel?

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

I dreamed two times in a row that I hung myself and one time that I jumped from a bridge. The first two suicide dreams made me feel nothing really but one where I jumped I felt panic.

 

[j1nxxb0yjj4ke]

I dreamt of jumping in front of a train and actually 'felt the pain'. (Even though there should be none, if executed correctly.)
I also 'died' in this dream. Just black nothingness

 

[leloyon]

A few times. I had one dream where I shot myself (I survived, though), a dream where I jumped off a bridge and a dream where I jumped off a train. I remember the train was most vivid, I remember getting thrown forward by the train upon impact, whereas I survived shooting myself and got up after it, and I woke up as I was falling from the bridge.