Venting Dreading the thought of NYE!

[MeltingHeart]

I know it's only Nov and there is Xmas in between (yuk!) but I am filled with utter dread when I think of NYE. That was basically the night & next couple of days that tipped over me over the edge in turns of my breakdown after months of acute insomnia & highly damaging advice from my doc to come off my meds suddenly. God I hope to be gone before then - I don't wanna be around for the same time of year that this all started!! :(

 

[mediocre]

The thought of entering another year and another decade like this has been giving me panic attacks recently. So I know how you feel. At Christmas I am at my lowest point and it's horrible.

 

[Moonicide]

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. The holidays are just so awful and triggering to many of us, we deserve some peace. And I hope we all find it.
I have no intentions of making it to NYE, let alone Christmas. But I'm sending lots of love and support for those that will be and are fighting every single day.