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Lalari!!

Lalari!!

Fantasy Princess
Apr 17, 2022
40
Don't you wish when you actually CTB, you start over your life before everything goes wrong?… just a thought I have and that I deeply wish for
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Would have to dial back to infancy
 
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JakeFlake

Student
Apr 26, 2022
110
Problem is, I don't know where it started going wrong.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Don't you wish when you actually CTB you start over your life before everything goes wrong?… just a thought I have and that I deeply wish for
Considering that things went wrong when I entered the womb....no.

I would however love to be able to choose what I am born as.
 
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JamieJambo

Experienced
Apr 17, 2022
202
Yes to be honest when I am feeling hopeless I start fantasying about being able to go back and correct mistakes although I don't know how helpful that kind of thinking is in truth

I do it often infact
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,318
No. I do not want to live at all. It has never felt right me being alive and I should never have been born in the first place. I have never had a positive experience of life at all. All that I want is eternal nothingness. If there is life there is unlimited potential for suffering and I see consciousness as being torture. If I do not exist then nothing can hurt me. To me life is the problem, me being alive is what is wrong.
 
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ThePhoenix

Member
Apr 22, 2022
49
I fantasize about doing that all the time, going back and fixing all my mistakes and trying to live life to the fullest and help others.

But tbh if I did go back I'd probably just be the same
 
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JamieJambo

Experienced
Apr 17, 2022
202
I can clearly see that if I had done one or two things differently I would have had a fantastic life

So yes I get your sentiment
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
No i believe in permanent death with no chance of resurrection or being born-again in a previous time period. Just cast my soul into darkness forever. please.
 
Achlys

Achlys

So tired...
Apr 23, 2022
143
I've made many regretful decisions that I could potentially remedy if given another chance, but the root of my anguish has been present since birth.
 
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Eternal Oblivion

Student
Nov 23, 2021
195
Yeah but the thing is that even if you could go back that does not mean that you were gonna be able to fix your life. All we know is how to fail, a second shoot wouldn't garantee anything. Also, even if you could achieve your goals, you were (are) bound to get old and die, thus losing everything regardless. Life is pointless. With that in mind I now prefer to think that the greatest gift one can recieve is not to be born, I for one am not procreating.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,879
I'd have to say no on this, even if I did know where things started going wrong. I think they went wrong the second I came into this place.
 
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Messgram

Meaningless struggle
Dec 30, 2021
202
no, if I die, I'd rather it be the end or a life where I control everything.
 
its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I try not to wish for anything anymore. I used to a lot. It just brought tons of pain and suffering.
 
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stupid little girl

always sad
Nov 28, 2019
35
Personally, no. My birth was an accident and so because of that my whole life has been one big mistake. It was wrong from the beginning. I wish I had never been born rather than have a do-over.
 

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