I dont preach religion, but i love to talk about it because it actually comforts me.. So when i talk about it to someone else, im just really talking to myself, reminding myself that i will be ok. It will be ok for me. I sometimes go too deep into it as well,and too long, but only because i got into it.
In no way i ever want to enforce it on anyone. But it also brings me so much comfort that i cannot stop.. I lose sense of time.. Stopping brings pain back.
So im sorry to anyone if i ever do that to you. And im sorry for others who might do that to you for the same reason.
We get lost in the thought. Talking about it temporarily stops the pain. Just a little bit.
Sorry
Just to add, ppl do tell me to just pray away my pain, and i agree, thats wrong, annoying and arrogant. If person is suffering, such words will not bring any comfort. Theres time and spot for everything. So i hope people stop pushing idea of prayers to magicaly fix everything instantly. Just saying.
But in consented conversations i could talk too much. Sorry again.