Don't know, I'm so tired

[phinme]

Who else here has CTB as the only option? I'm extremely sad because I wish I could choose to live, but my life is so so painful... Does anyone here face death naturally? I think in my last seconds I'll panic :(

 

[Ulisses]

i am in the same situation, when i think ctb, my anxiety increases and i panic.

 

[sadworld]

I get excited when im thinking about ctb. I also get a big nervous but knowing i have a way to escape makes me really excited.

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

I'm yet to attempt so I don't know how I'll feel in the moment, but the idea of it doesn't make me panic.

I find watching videos of stuff like that online can numb you to it quite a lot too.