I'm "resting" in bed in twisted positions , can't even stretch my legs , no room .. I have back pain .. Barely slept stomach pain 4h ..
In the past I dropped and broke things because I was sick and weak . Now I drop things because there's no room here . I eat with plate on lap (on bed) , move a bit and drop my phone , drop my glass , the laptop , etc . I just cannot move here .
I used to be in the living room a lot -- can sit , eat , internet , some TV , etc . Was doing better . But they brought new homeless person to sleep in living room , tons of luggage , no space there . The little that is left -- the one with a single room -- infests .
My roommate left Russian TV on , then went to living room and watched more Russian stuff there . The only person here who has a single room (alone) are constantly in living the room , even sleep there . What the fuck? You have Russian TV in room -- stay there . You have your own room -- stay there . I don't have a room , I don't have TV , I don't have internet , why are you encroaching ? Now if you don't like your room , if you want the living room , that's fine -- give your room/TV to me. You cannot have everything and be everywhere . Wtf .
Why don't you just open all the TVs in the house on full volume , leave them all open , and go outside... .FFS
8 people on 1 toilet/shower is too much . I think that suits backpacker hostel , not a proper flat . If everything was working maybe it would have been okay , but faucets are leaking and we have sewage floods (mild) , so everything is muddy and dirty . Of the 8 people here 3 are disabled , 2 work all day , and the rest are just tired -- we can't clean all the time . They gave us potatoes and told us to bake -- I laughed at them . "Do you think someone here has the energy to actually bake? And CLEAN after??"
Staff asked me to report if food is okay . I ask people here when did the food arrive , how much was there . The idiots say "I don't know" . I ask them what is missing , what more need to be fixed , "I don't know" . For fuck sake , they are real oxygen wasters . They shouldn't be helped at all . They should be euthanized . (cruel)
( Btw they are all clean , non violent , etc . Just fucking idiots . )
I have no where to be . It's bad for me to be in bed 22h a day , lying down all the time , really bad for my stomach issues and digestion (horizontal), bad for my back and body .
I told manager and staff about some basic things that aren't working , and they had dumb responses . I told them most of the stuff , but not about my serious difficulties , though they sense my stress . I am about to blow . I know I won't , I'm not that kind of person .. I've built up my complaints gradually since Saturday , so tomorrow I'm gonna give them the final blow . That I cannot be here anymore .
I will not kill anybody . I will not kill anybody . I will not kill anybody . (not funny)
