Sunoo

Sunoo

Student
Sep 25, 2023
104
Honestly it makes me binge to fill the void then I try to purge it all out and repeat the same thing. But that could just be my ed. I wish my depression made me not want to eat, since it recently made me put on 15 pounds because I feel too sad to actually have the energy to throw it up. I feel like people don't like me anymore including myself. Just wanna sleep forever bc everyday is the same cycle. What about you?
 
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username8888

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Oct 11, 2023
276
Curiosity of afterlife makes me eat green lentils, white rice, potatoes and water alone.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,444
no my appetite is not effective by my mental health
 
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๐—Ÿ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜†

Deeming that I were better dead
Oct 28, 2023
197
I used to binge to the point where I gained around 8kg in just few months in hs when I was going through very bad low. Now it's the other way around, it makes me mentally not hungry at all.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,940
Not really. Food is one of the rare things that still make me happy and that I enjoy.
 
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mashka9

mashka9

Member
Oct 4, 2023
47
not my mental health itself but the meds i take make me want to throw up every time i eat
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
I don't eat much during bouts of anxiety.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Depression/anxiety makes my appetite decrease.
 
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almondmilk

almondmilk

And you know, for you, I'd bleed myself dry
Mar 7, 2023
98
yes. after the breakup with my bf, i couldn't eat for a month-ish , and everytime i tried to eat i threw up. now i'm underweight. also hello fellow engene ! my bias is jake
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
most days i feel down and empty.

when I feel this way, I have this need to just eat and eat and eat to fill some type of gaping hole and emptiness on the inside.

i don't know when to stop. most people have a breaking point where they feel full and cannot eat anymore. i don't feel full and i will just continue to devour the food.

i have been doing OMAD and trying my best to kill my binge eating. it's been difficult but i'm making strides. drinking dark coffee has helped a lot.
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
656
i do experience that sometimes due to depression mainly. sometimes it'll make me want to eat, sometimes it makes me just completly nauseous to the point where i cant eat anything.
 
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tinyghost

tinyghost

go home at dawn sleep in the sun
Sep 13, 2023
209
ive had an eating disorder for about 13 years, so id say so haha. when im stressed or depressed my appetite falls. when im planning my suicide or when im in a manic episode i can hardly eat because im so preoccupied. whenever i get released from the hospital i binge like crazy for a few weeks, but i think thats because hospital food is so so bad plus they always rise my dose of antipsychotics.
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

I'm still here b/c of my dogs
Oct 28, 2021
601
Yes. My anxiety feels like a bomb going off in my stomach and I can't eat even though my stomach is growling. It lets up at night a little.
 
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mia_qwerty

Student
Apr 13, 2023
153
Yeah I feel sick from the situation I'm in all
The time. I stay in bed til 4pm some days so don't eat til dinner time then snack at night. I used to be so healthy when I was well now it's all sugar and crap
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
700
Strangely, no, my misery has never reduced my appetites. Even at my most miserable, even on the days when I made my attempts, food tasted as wonderful as ever, and I would have responded as readily as ever to an invitation to make love.
 
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maddog58

Member
Oct 15, 2023
22
I'm actually the opposite. My mental health affects my appetite in that it makes me unable to eat at all. Between my depression and my anxiety, my stomach constantly feels tight and leaves me with no appetite which can be tough. When I'm around my close people, I'm able to eat though.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
most days i feel down and empty.

when I feel this way, I have this need to just eat and eat and eat to fill some type of gaping hole and emptiness on the inside.

i don't know when to stop. most people have a breaking point where they feel full and cannot eat anymore. i don't feel full and i will just continue to devour the food.

i have been doing OMAD and trying my best to kill my binge eating. it's been difficult but i'm making strides. drinking dark coffee has helped a lot.
Yeah, I usually do the 16/8 fast and drink plenty of black coffee. I can't do omad , but 16/8 is working out well.
 
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Bad-luck

Bad-luck

"Tradition is the corpse of wisdom"
Oct 31, 2023
157
Yea it does. A lot. My mental health is crappy right now so I just eat a lot just to think about something else. If it was fine, I wouldn't eat so much.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

โœฟ
Oct 9, 2022
1,704
Yeah it does. I don't eat much during depressive episodes
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,911
Yes, I comfort eat too. I used to have big problems with binge eating where I just felt out of control. I'm slightly better now but still not good. I've put on so much weight the past year. Part of me wonders if I even care that much though- if I do end up CTB. I guess I worry about my corpse being heavy for the poor people who have to come and collect it. Can't say I enjoy feeling so unhealthy either but, food is the major thing I enjoy in life. I'm not willing to give that up at the moment.
 
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ABSOLUTION

ABSOLUTION

Member
Jul 25, 2023
61
I hate eating no matter how I feel. And making food that isn't a bowl of cereal or some toast.
It's so annoying. But my stomach starts hurting and I cannot get comfortable.
Doesn't help that I cannot taste much, I hope at least that doesn't persist.
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
I'll always want to eat pussy no matter how I feel.

...what?
 
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Manfrotto99

Specialist
Oct 10, 2023
303
Yes I eat alot, I find the act of eating helps to take my mind off things a little, if only for a few minuetes.
 
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freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
768
I love my food. Pretty much live to eat. It takes a heck of a lot for me to lose my appetite but it has been known to happen when I had my worst ever months-long episode of agitated depression in 2018. That wasโ€ฆI don't have words. I'm too fat and *should* try to lose it but like someone else said, eating is the only thing left I can really say I enjoy.
 
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