HopefulSleep
Wants to sleep
- Apr 24, 2023
- 888
I live with my family and I am too scared to go outside to ctb but I had the idea to just take the sn in the basement.
My Idea would be when my mother and sister are asleep I would take the keys of my mother and open the door to the basement and the basement room, then go up to the apartment again and place the keys where they were and then to the basement room and closing every door behind me so when they see that I am missing they won't notice I went to the basement.
If I do this I am also thinking about putting a note with "I am going to kill myself in forest x" so that police searches there and my family wouldn't go to the basement out of panic.
The only problem is my mother and sister have a very different sleep cycle, right now my mother is sleeping but sister is awake, I have to time it so I can do it when both are sleeping.
Doing it when my sister sleeps and mother is at work wouldn't work cause she always takes all keys with her.
I also thought about maybe getting a lockpick set so I don't need my moms keys but it would be suspicious if someone saw me lock picking the basement door.
I am also worried that someone will see me going to the basement but at night it shouldn't happen.
The other problem I am dumb with keys, I don't use keys that often and when I used them I took way too long to open doors I don't know why and finding the right key would take time.
I am just too scared to go out in a hotel or forest.
My Idea would be when my mother and sister are asleep I would take the keys of my mother and open the door to the basement and the basement room, then go up to the apartment again and place the keys where they were and then to the basement room and closing every door behind me so when they see that I am missing they won't notice I went to the basement.
If I do this I am also thinking about putting a note with "I am going to kill myself in forest x" so that police searches there and my family wouldn't go to the basement out of panic.
The only problem is my mother and sister have a very different sleep cycle, right now my mother is sleeping but sister is awake, I have to time it so I can do it when both are sleeping.
Doing it when my sister sleeps and mother is at work wouldn't work cause she always takes all keys with her.
I also thought about maybe getting a lockpick set so I don't need my moms keys but it would be suspicious if someone saw me lock picking the basement door.
I am also worried that someone will see me going to the basement but at night it shouldn't happen.
The other problem I am dumb with keys, I don't use keys that often and when I used them I took way too long to open doors I don't know why and finding the right key would take time.
I am just too scared to go out in a hotel or forest.