• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
I

ijwtd3454

New Member
Jul 9, 2026
2
Not sure if I'm just insanely fucked up and so I can't be helped but I don't understand how therapy works for people. Every time I get told to be my own therapist or look at my morning cup of coffee as therapy or whatever i try but in the back of my mind is always about how I want to die. Every time I am told that it will get better I want to stab my eyes out I don't want a future I just want to die I do not give a single shit about living. I just feel like no amount of deep breathing, reflection, and positive thinking will eliminate the suicidal thoughts. Don't think this made any sense but I just needed to rant
 
Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
38
I believe it helps people who are easily influenced by others and who want to.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Member
Jul 4, 2026
66
Not sure if I'm just insanely fucked up and so I can't be helped but I don't understand how therapy works for people. Every time I get told to be my own therapist or look at my morning cup of coffee as therapy or whatever i try but in the back of my mind is always about how I want to die. Every time I am told that it will get better I want to stab my eyes out I don't want a future I just want to die I do not give a single shit about living. I just feel like no amount of deep breathing, reflection, and positive thinking will eliminate the suicidal thoughts. Don't think this made any sense but I just needed to rant
I don't understand, are you asking about actual mental health therapy, the one you do with a psychologist or a psychiatrist, or personal tecniques which are supposed to work as a form of metaphorical self-therapy?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth

Similar threads

LilGhost
Replies
7
Views
164
Suicide Discussion
twilightvader
twilightvader
maybunni
Replies
3
Views
194
Suicide Discussion
violetforever
violetforever
B
Replies
6
Views
116
Suicide Discussion
dirkw83
D
Mrs. T-800
Replies
6
Views
280
Suicide Discussion
Mrs. T-800
Mrs. T-800