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OblivionSeeker

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It feels like I've already started dying. I'm breathing, and walking and talking, but I already feel dead.

does making the decision actually start the death process? it sure feels like it.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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I would say that birth starts the death process. :sunglasses:
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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Sometimes the process of death starts when you lose the will to live
 
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BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
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It feels like I've already started dying. I'm breathing, and walking and talking, but I already feel dead.

does making the decision actually start the death process? it sure feels like it.
First, hello fellow seeker. Second, I think that making the decision to CTB definitely could be considered the first step in dying through catching the bus. I recently made the decision that, unless something majorly changed, I'd CTB within 5 to 7 or so months depending on some factors. And since then, I do definitely feel somewhat different.
 
Valky

Valky

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Apr 4, 2023
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First, hello fellow seeker. Second, I think that making the decision to CTB definitely could be considered the first step in dying through catching the bus. I recently made the decision that, unless something majorly changed, I'd CTB within 5 to 7 or so months depending on some factors. And since then, I do definitely feel somewhat different.
I hate to break it to you but this thread was posted over 2 years ago and that person hasn't been online since those 2 years.
 
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
102
I hate to break it to you but this thread was posted over 2 years ago and that person hasn't been online since those 2 years.
Welp completely missed that, that's what happens when you click on "similar threads" without double-checking the date
 
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Valky

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Welp completely missed that, that's what happens when you click on "similar threads" without double-checking the date
You're still new so no worries! Just a heads up. Also, welcome to SaSu :)
 
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