Discussion Does the idea of dying make you happy?

[Versailles]

I often have mixed feelings when it comes to thinking about death, since, depending on the context, this idea gives me some peace, and even a feeling of indescribable joy, I suppose that very few people feel happy with death. idea of non-existence, the normies prefer to deny death at all costs.

I guess this means I'm making good strides towards making my peace with death, so I'm a bit happy that I'll soon have my method in my hands, but I won't rush either, I'll go easy.

Who else feels like me?

 

[noname223]

I am not really happy when I think about dying. I fear the process of dying and the circumstances which will lead me to that decision.
Though I also think death itself can comfort me. No consciousness anymore which tortures me.

 

[lear]

I wouldn't say happy, but it makes me feel calm.

Having the means to die actually makes me feel better, since I know that, in some twisted way, it's there to support me.

 

[Pen>Sword]

Obviously, that's why I'm here. I want the most ideal death by being surrounded by family and painless one. I want a happy death.

 

[fruit-loops]

Not at all. Dying is shit and doing it by your hands is way way worst.
For me, and I suppose for many here, it is a way out from suffering, not an happy choice

 

[demuic]

Yes, it's one of the only things that makes me happy, knowing I will escape this hell world called Earth and all the shitty humans in it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me the thought of being dead is a wonderful thought. It is the end to all pain and suffering and I will finally be at peace. I want nothing to do with life, living scares me, there is nothing in this world for me. I have never wanted to be alive. I just wish it was easier to leave this world.

 

[Versailles]

it is a way out from suffering, not an happy choice

Precisely the fact that I will stop suffering makes me feel happy, but it is unfortunate that there are people who would like to live but decide to die because they feel cornered

 

[yive]

yes, of course. life sucks

 

[Kristicide]

I would say it brings me comfort to know that my mental anguish will have an ending. I'm plagued with panic and feelings of worry (not related to ctb) that getting through my day is hard to bare. I'm not gonna lie that I'm scared of being in immense pain during the final moments. But, I've dealt with physical and emotional pain throughout my life so it might not be any different. Hopefully it won't last long to prolong the final purpose.

 

[onleana]

it makes me feel very relieved and kinda excited. the only part of the whole process that hurts me is the pain my mom will be in after i do it.

 

[Faraknur]

My mother is now in the Hospital. Suffering immensly. Vomiting a few Times a day because sehe cant keep food down. I cant Help Put think death would bei better for her
After she is gone i will suffer too. But i think she should Not suffer for No reason

 

[Of The Universe]

No.

 

[Zzzzz]

The greatest comfort to my mind is the knowledge that one day I will certainly die, no matter what.

 

[gottago222]

yes imagining what death could be like is the only thought that made me happy in the last 2 years

 

[Chiisai]

I can only assume that I will be rid of all worldly worries after death. If so, that makes me extremely happy. What I am afraid of though is the pain I will go through in the process of my death. But then again, if what comes after the pain is bliss, freedom, and peace, I'll just have to brave through it.

 

[Hercules]

No, the thought of dying doesn't make me happy. It makes me sad and anxious.

 

[olkf]

Yes

 

[Gsvko]

Yup. When my SN arrived, I happy cried, hugged and kissed that bottle like it saved my life.

 

[Lost Magic]

Bittersweet. I am happy that I have the right to choose when I want to depart this shit show but I will mourn the loss of who I wished to be. Basically I am sad because I am living with a lifetime of broken dreams. I am already dead inside. I am just living day to day survival at the moment.

 

[Sanva]

most normal people seem so disconnected from the fact that we're all going to die someday.
for me, it depends. sometimes i feel so happy and relieved, then other times I feel sad. I think about the life I could have had if I didn't have all these mental problems. Then again, even if i'd lived the most amazing life, it wouldn't matter because I'm going to die and be forgotten either way.

 

[Wrennie]

Death doesn't make me happy, but possessing the knowledge of an escape from an existence that solely consists of perpetual torment instills me with a profound sense of relief.

 

[Lost Magic]

most normal people seem so disconnected from the fact that we're all going to die someday.
for me, it depends. sometimes i feel so happy and relieved, then other times I feel sad. I think about the life I could have had if I didn't have all these mental problems. Then again, even if i'd lived the most amazing life, it wouldn't matter because I'm going to die and be forgotten either way.

It is probably even harder for people who have lived amazing lives to die because they are so attached to their worldly pleasures and sense of identity. And yet some of those people, who look like they are living amazing lives on the surface, are actually struggling a great deal on the inside. I mean you just have to look at the sheer volume of celebrity suicides for confirmation of that. Good news is, we all die eventually. Suffering is temporary.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Considering the hell called life I currently reside in, surrounded by utter monsters and narcissists, dying is the only thing that not only makes me happier and peaceful but also fearless sometimes. Although I am scared about the dying process and the days leading to the final step maybe because I feel that I have to mentally and physically reach a certain level of hopelessness and suffering( whatever that is which already hasn't happened) in order to just kms. I don't like that state to be in but honestly I don't have a choice. Though I am certainly sure my painful existence will finally overcome my SI and my inability to completely prepare for death.

 

[Interloper]

I guess I learned the dying part still kind of scares me... but the idea of actually being dead does not.

 

[xrosex]

That I can end my life brings me some comfort, at same time sadness so it's mixture for me

 

[sadanon3]

No but the idea of potential relief does

 

[Sherri]

The idea of final resting forever one day really does, I just wanna die one day, no suffering. Warm in my bed. That's all I wish for my final night or day.

 

[PreussenBlueJay]

It gives such a sense of relief that there's always that escape. No matter what it is that bothers you you can just escape where nothing can get you. What scares me is the thought that there is no beginning or ending to existence and that with enough time I could live again.

 

[Angi]

Death doesn't make me happy, but possessing the knowledge of an escape from an existence that solely consists of perpetual torment instills me with a profound sense of relief.

Exact opposite for me. Imagining that I am dead makes me happy. The actual dying process not so much, but still a happy thought. However, I feel trapped in this life, I will not be able to go anytime soon, so imagining my death is as close to relief as I get. Everything else is just anxiety and pain.