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lonleycrowdedwest
im so dumb i misspelled lonely
- Aug 16, 2021
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I've been thinking about death recently. Who would have guessed, right? There's something very intruiging about the idea of the great beyond. Like passing the event horizon, no information will ever escape. I think the most realistic "tangible" scenario is some form of reincarnation. I am a firm beleiver of a global or even universal concisousness, not a sepparate god. When I think about reincarnation it at first frightens me. What if there is no way out, not even death? However the more i think about it the more It comforts me. I know rationally that I don't want to die, i just want to escape. I think practically everyone here is in the same boat whether we realize it or not. The idea of being able to start from scratch, a new body, a new home, a new mind. It feels good just imagining it, doesn't it? For me personally, it gives me the feeling of warmth. Sometimes I wonder if these thoughts are just my broken mind coaxing itself to it's demise.