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teddybear1403

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Feb 23, 2020
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I've decided I want to go, I hate everyone around me and I know they hate me. I'm tired of people pretending to care but are never there when you need them. Was wondering if I could just take Sn right now alone in my room without having to go out and see the faces of people I hate so much.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I don't hate you even if you hate me. I do care about you and we can talk if you want. And yes, water is recommended with SN.
 
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teddybear1403

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Feb 23, 2020
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I don't hate you even if you hate me. I do care about you and we can talk if you want. And yes, water is recommended with SN.
Thanks, man. But I just can't anymore. The pain is too much and I'm done living for other people.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
Thanks, man. But I just can't anymore. The pain is too much and I'm done living for other people.
Then leave those people, take your time and think about everything, don't push yourself to the edge and be impulsive.
 
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popo

popo

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Jul 12, 2018
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You're a tough lad if you're thinking of taking SN without water. Don't forget that antiemetics are kinda necessary for the method to work.
 
Grandexit

Grandexit

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Dec 4, 2019
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Can you go somewhere else for a few days? Like a hostel and really think this through? You can leave people behind, but you might not get a second chance if you're acting on impulse. Is there anything you want to talk to us about?
 
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teddybear1403

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Can you go somewhere else for a few days? Like a hostel and really think this through? You can leave people behind, but you might not get a second chance if you're acting on impulse. Is there anything you want to talk to us about?
No, I'm trapped here forever and I've been like this for over a year now and it never gets better.
 
lanitoasmr

lanitoasmr

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Mar 7, 2020
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What's ''SN''? Sorry for my silly question
 
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teddybear1403

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Feb 23, 2020
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In what way are you trapped?
I'm stuck in this shitty life that I've been forced to live in. All my life, I've been nothing but apologetic for existing.
 
Grandexit

Grandexit

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
200
I'm sorry you feel that way.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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What's ''SN''? Sorry for my silly question

Sodium Nitrite, I attached Stan's guide for a little bit more information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Cheers Geo
I've decided I want to go, I hate everyone around me and I know they hate me. I'm tired of people pretending to care but are never there when you need them. Was wondering if I could just take Sn right now alone in my room without having to go out and see the faces of people I hate so much.

Sorry your in pain, I will just repeat what other people have been saying if you can move away that would be a start, taking SN needs a bit of planning not a lot, here is Stan's guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I hope you find the peace you deserve.
 
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teddybear1403

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Sodium Nitrite, I attached Stan's guide for a little bit more information.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Cheers Geo


Sorry your in pain, I will just repeat what other people have been saying if you can move away that would be a start, taking SN needs a bit of planning not a lot, here is Stan's guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I hope you find the peace you deserve.
Thank you so much for this.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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And for your reading pleasure

Acronyms on here (for new users)
 
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