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new.solution1

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Or is it both (first you go to sleep, then you become unconscious). If the respiratory arrest happens while you are asleep, wouldn't you feel it at some level, unless you are completely unconscious?
 
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That's what I would like to know too since I'm here to report on just receiving the product. I'm underweight and am going for one bottle because of the taste. Would like to know that even if I vomit like half of it out I will still go unconscious (I'm planning to combine with plastic bag or taking it in the tub so all I really need to be is unconscious so that the suffocation doesn't wake me up).
 
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new.solution1

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That's what I would like to know too since I'm here to report on just receiving the product. I'm underweight and am going for one bottle because of the taste. Would like to know that even if I vomit like half of it out I will still go unconscious (I'm planning to combine with plastic bag or taking it in the tub so all I really need to be is unconscious so that the suffocation doesn't wake me up).
I searched "vomit n" on this website and found this thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/what-to-do-if-you-vomit-n.78821/

According to "Mindy" N still works even if you vomit. She saw this from documentary

I don't know if this is true though. I don't see this mentioned anywhere else.
 
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jimmy7754

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Its shutting down your central nervous system so your suppose to take enough that you black out.. and not feeling anything anymore not even the hypoxia from lacking to breathe and/or your heart stopping.. sounds very difficult for me to conceptualize too.. but that's the idea. 9g is a bottle and a half.. that's the dose of most clinics around the world.. take both bottles and you should disappear..
 
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Ta555

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Its shutting down your central nervous system so your suppose to take enough that you black out.. and not feeling anything anymore not even the hypoxia from lacking to breathe and/or your heart stopping.. sounds very difficult for me to conceptualize too.. but that's the idea. 9g is a bottle and a half.. that's the dose of most clinics around the world.. take both bottles and you should disappear..
Thanks, I have no doubts that two or even one and a half bottles will ensure death but I'm specifically wondering if less than one bottle will ensure unconsciousness so that I don't feel suffocation. I've read every N thread I could find on this forum and it seems like the taste is really hard to get past and a s number of people didn't finish drinking the N because of the taste and/or vomitted before falling asleep. I wonder if when they fell asleep they were asleep or unconscious. I only need to be unconscious but if it's just asleep that's no good.

I'm scared to drink two bottles because of the taste and I am quite a lot underweight so I think one bottle is enough for me. Just want to see if anyone knows if unconsciousness, not just sleep, can be achieved with less than one bottle in case I vomit some out.
 
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Thanks, I have no doubts that two or even one and a half bottles will ensure death but I'm specifically wondering if less than one bottle will ensure unconsciousness so that I don't feel suffocation. I've read every N thread I could find on this forum and it seems like the taste is really hard to get past and a s number of people didn't finish drinking the N because of the taste and/or vomitted before falling asleep. I wonder if when they fell asleep they were asleep or unconscious. I only need to be unconscious but if it's just asleep that's no good.

I'm scared to drink two bottles because of the taste and I am quite a lot underweight so I think one bottle is enough for me. Just want to see if anyone knows if unconsciousness, not just sleep, can be achieved with less than one bottle in case I vomit some out.
Thread 'Good news for those suffering from PSSD - N will kill you!'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...se-suffering-from-pssd-n-will-kill-you.84148/


I guess all you can do is research what happens when you overdose.. I think if your CNS is being shut down you shouldn't feel anything.. basically paralyzing yourself.. it's scary but every method to ctb is scary.. apparently once your dealing with hypoxia you will eventually feel euphoric.. 🤷‍♂️
 
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Its shutting down your central nervous system so your suppose to take enough that you black out.. and not feeling anything anymore not even the hypoxia from lacking to breathe and/or your heart stopping.. sounds very difficult for me to conceptualize too.. but that's the idea. 9g is a bottle and a half.. that's the dose of most clinics around the world.. take both bottles and you should disappear..
I think the clinics now use 15g to be certain to avoid any outliers. 10g was once the commonly used dose. Before that it was less.

But yeah, it's believed that you wouldn't be aware of any discomfort. Much like being operated on under anesthesia.
 
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OP I would try to do 2 bottles.
 
WhiteRabbit

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You fall asleep, then you go into a coma, then your breathing stops, then you die.
 
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I wouldn't call it sleep. Sleep is different from anesthesia. If you're asleep, the reflexes are still there to wake you up. In anesthesia, these reflexes disappear. It is quite reliable in this regard, especially since N is a non-selective CNS depressant. The best part is that the effect of the anesthetic begins before its lethal effects. This is what makes it an ideal euthanasia drug.
 
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Thanks, I have no doubts that two or even one and a half bottles will ensure death but I'm specifically wondering if less than one bottle will ensure unconsciousness so that I don't feel suffocation. I've read every N thread I could find on this forum and it seems like the taste is really hard to get past and a s number of people didn't finish drinking the N because of the taste and/or vomitted before falling asleep. I wonder if when they fell asleep they were asleep or unconscious. I only need to be unconscious but if it's just asleep that's no good.

I'm scared to drink two bottles because of the taste and I am quite a lot underweight so I think one bottle is enough for me. Just want to see if anyone knows if unconsciousness, not just sleep, can be achieved with less than one bottle in case I vomit some out.
I think you're too worried about the taste. I read from different people on here that the taste is not that bad. I think from a resource thread I read that you won't vomit from taste alone.
 
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Thanks, I have no doubts that two or even one and a half bottles will ensure death but I'm specifically wondering if less than one bottle will ensure unconsciousness so that I don't feel suffocation. I've read every N thread I could find on this forum and it seems like the taste is really hard to get past and a s number of people didn't finish drinking the N because of the taste and/or vomitted before falling asleep. I wonder if when they fell asleep they were asleep or unconscious. I only need to be unconscious but if it's just asleep that's no good.

I'm scared to drink two bottles because of the taste and I am quite a lot underweight so I think one bottle is enough for me. Just want to see if anyone knows if unconsciousness, not just sleep, can be achieved with less than one bottle in case I vomit some out.
N is a general anesthetic at high doses, not like benzos. A dose of 6.5 grams will not make you sleepy, it will induce a coma. Since it is highly lipophilic, it reaches the peak effect point needed in the brain for anesthesia very quickly. This time would be longer with phenobarbital because it is 13 times less lipophilic than with N.
 
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Ta555

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N is a general anesthetic at high doses, not like benzos. A dose of 6.5 grams will not make you sleepy, it will induce a coma. Since it is highly lipophilic, it reaches the peak effect point needed in the brain for anesthesia very quickly. This time would be longer with phenobarbital because it is 13 times less lipophilic than with N.
Thanks. Do you think you'd reach unconsciousness with less than 6g? Like if I take one bottle and then on the off chance vomit half or something?
I think you're too worried about the taste. I read from different people on here that the taste is not that bad. I think from a resource thread I read that you won't vomit from taste alone.
Tbh I don't know what to think about the taste. Some people say it's bad but doesn't put them off but other people say it's absolutely undrinkable.
 
GentleJerk

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Dec 14, 2021
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As little as 2g can be a fatal overdose.

Lower therapeutic doses will make you fall asleep. Higher doses can put you into a coma and be fatal.

If you drink an entire bottle or two, this is what will happen:
You fall asleep, then you go into a coma, then your breathing stops, then you die.
 
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Just went for GA 3 weeks ago. The feeling of not unknowing nor remember anything after waking up the is best ever. You didn't even know how long you slept. I didn't know I actually slept for 3 hours except that it felt instant. Now sure how to describe this but this is how death should be.

I'm just afraid of surviving N. Waking up being permanently disabled for life and looking at the sadness of family members.

But I don't know how to go on with my life. It seems like a chore. I used to love and care for for my dog so much. Right now I don't seem to care her that much. I don't know what is wrong. Maybe I don't see any value in my life anymore
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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N seems to be pretty successful if followed correctly
 
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Jul 29, 2019
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Thanks. Do you think you'd reach unconsciousness with less than 6g? Like if I take one bottle and then on the off chance vomit half or something?

Tbh I don't know what to think about the taste. Some people say it's bad but doesn't put them off but other people say it's absolutely undrinkable.
The therapeutic dose index of pentobarbital is quite limited. That means individual results. If we were talking about IV administration, perhaps it would be possible to speak more precisely. There isn't much research on the effectiveness of ingested N. Many factors such as your body weight, drug addiction, and age are determinants. However, 3-6 grams of N taken orally is deadly enough for the average person. 2 bottles are recommended for a guarantee. Such is the practice of euthanasia organizations. I think Pegasos is more professional in this regard. IV is the better choice in every way. If someone doesn't want the needles then oral may be considered.
 
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new.solution1

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Just went for GA 3 weeks ago. The feeling of not unknowing nor remember anything after waking up the is best ever. You didn't even know how long you slept. I didn't know I actually slept for 3 hours except that it felt instant. Now sure how to describe this but this is how death should be.

I'm just afraid of surviving N. Waking up being permanently disabled for life and looking at the sadness of family members.

But I don't know how to go on with my life. It seems like a chore. I used to love and care for for my dog so much. Right now I don't seem to care her that much. I don't know what is wrong. Maybe I don't see any value in my life anymore
Is that even possible waking up permanently disabled with this method?
 
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raghu1977

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Jan 29, 2022
121
My first sample of N was 1 ML. Very bitter in taste; like neem oil in gin. Not the greatest but not terrible either. Did not really notice any effect.

So - the next day, I upped my sample to 3 ML. Taste was bitter as usual; but nothing disgusting or revolting. After drinking - was putzing about for a few minutes and did not notice anything. And then I passed out.

I fell into a deep, dreamless sleep. One minute I was wondering if my N was a bust and if I should try some more. The next minute I was out. The next thing I remember was waking up after ~6 hours.

I assume that if I ingest the remaining 196ml - it should lights out in a few minutes.

And just dor reference: Im 45 years old, heavy smoker, weigh 250lbs, dont really drink much alcohol.

I believe the effect N has on you will depend on your body weight as well as liver function. Im not a medical expert; this is just what I have gleaned from various sources.

Also note: mine is the Vet N (liquid)
 
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woknows

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Dec 12, 2020
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People worrying about taste are not serious. Some really suicidal people even drank bleach, which is crazy, but tells you that when someone is serious he is not going to complain. Oh, god, the poison does not taste like strawberries, let me wait until I get a great tasting poison!
 
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Mar 23, 2021
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People worrying about taste are not serious. Some really suicidal people even drank bleach, which is crazy, but tells you that when someone is serious he is not going to complain. Oh, god, the poison does not taste like strawberries, let me wait until I get a great tasting poison!

When a substance tastes too revolting (i.e. like poison), gagging and/or vomiting becomes a valid concern. Nobody wants to botch a suicide, especially with $900 worth of liquid.
 
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raghu1977

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People worrying about taste are not serious. Some really suicidal people even drank bleach, which is crazy, but tells you that when someone is serious he is not going to complain. Oh, god, the poison does not taste like strawberries, let me wait until I get a great tasting poison!
This is a forum to gather and share information. This thread is about the effects of N. I have provided whatever information I have, to the best of my abilities, so others can make informed choices.

So - you can take your judgemental observations and shove it up your you-know-where.
 
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Dec 20, 2019
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If you've ever had surgery, that's what N is. The drug that puts you out. You're just taking a lot more
 
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Ta555

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I wonder what the differences between N and anesthesia actually are.
N is anesthesia. It just depends on the dose. Small dose = sleeping pill. Large dose = anesthesia. Very large dose = death.
 
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