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TheHolySword
empty heart
- Nov 22, 2024
- 605
Not really, not for me anyway. Still gotta wake up every day and deal with the same problems every day until it happens. There's no freedom, no peace until I'm gone.
think that would change if you have "scheduled" the CTB. I feel different now I have a date
JustHere1
In a way, in a shape, in a form.
- Dec 21, 2024
- 127
Absolutely. I haven't scheduled my date because I'm in the middle of my gun purchase but I am ready to go very shortly after I practice my method for comfort and confidence. It will be immediate and I expect pain free. Hopefully.
nomoredolor
Experienced
- Sep 7, 2024
- 229
When I had it scheduled in February I was feeling a lot of relief and happiness and it was slightly easier to get through the day. Guilt for hurting the people I love
Now that I am more likely delayed to October ish I don't have the relief and happiness just the guilt. I don't know if I can wait that long
Anna
I understand the feeling about waiting. I have scheduled mine in February and it feels like it will be an eternity. If everything falls together sooner, I just want to do it, and get it over with
TheHolySword
empty heart
- Nov 22, 2024
- 605
I have a date, it doesn't really matter. I still have to live until then
SomewhereAlongThe
Student
- May 17, 2024
- 176
I feel light on my feet, and genuinely free from life and all its obligations. I feel good, yes. I'm glad I have a way out of this life.
Not at all. It feels burdensome. I don't have a date in mind but I do think I will CTB. It makes all the effort and work right now seem utterly worthless.
Yes. It makes me feel relieved and it makes me happy thinking about it.
Honestly? Yes. I've panicked and done stupid shit multiple times specifically because I didn't have a viable 'out' around, knowing I have the materials and method to actually do it is so calming.
cali22♡
Selfharm Specialist♡
- Nov 11, 2023
- 429
Yes. It's a huge weight off my shoulders and gives me a deadline on getting things done
OptingOutSmiling
Student
- Nov 25, 2024
- 182
Life at the moment is more bearable since I know I have the option to ctb and I'm more at ease knowing the method when needed.
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,512
It does, yes. I no longer have to give a shit about the things in life that were stressing me immensely such as university work
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