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Fatality

Fatality

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Because the method I am doing said it could possibly cause Seizures and I fear of experiencing it and how it would go, so I'm hoping for first hand experience and information on it.
 
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FrankieMay

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When I attempted last time I think I wad unconscious. I don't remember. But I don't remember experiencing any pain either. Hope that helps
 
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Rivotrial

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Cramps strong enough to break your bones , bitten tongue ... I know one dude who went through this after drinking too much tramal
 
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Cramps strong enough to break your bones , bitten tongue ... I know one dude who went through this after drinking too much tramal
At least you're honest about the effects. Do you know any methods that's painless and simple
 
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Simple ? - nah . Can't even promise it's painless for sure. May I ask what your method is ? There is a chance to prevent seizures by taking benzos (Clonazepam is a good one) or better luminal but this is harder to get
 
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GeorgeJL

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I do remember someone reported back on here how they were having seizures after taking SN, but they were in euphoria while it was happening, and eventually got saved. But who knows perhaps some seizures are painful IDK.
 
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Fatality

Fatality

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Who wasn't honest?
I never said anyone wasn't, that's not the point,
Simple ? - nah . Can't even promise it's painless for sure. May I ask what your method is ? There is a chance to prevent seizures by taking benzos (Clonazepam is a good one) or better luminal but this is harder to get
I have no method, that's why I'm asking . I was going to SN but now I decided I couldn't because I can't access anti vomit medication so
 
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Rivotrial

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I do remember someone reported back on here how they were having seizures after taking SN, but they were in euphoria while it was happening, and eventually got saved. But who knows perhaps some seizures are painful IDK.
In fact they aren't painfull while it's happening. But if you wake up , you will feel the damages (if they occured) . Is there a list of shortcuts and what they mean like SN for example ?
 
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In fact they aren't painfull while it's happening. But if you wake up , you will feel the damages (if they occured) . Is there a list of shortcuts and what they mean like SN for example ?
SN is an acronym for sodium nitrite. N stands for nembutal. A I can't tell you. LOL
 
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I never said anyone wasn't, that's not the point,

I have no method, that's why I'm asking . I was going to SN but now I decided I couldn't because I can't access anti vomit medication so
If you can't get it online , go to your doc and tell him you u are suffering from nausea and vomiting. He will prescribe you smth weak first , after 2 weeks visit him again and tell him it doesn't help . Probably he's gonna do a colonoscopy then, unpleasant I know, but you can't get something from nothing. After nothing was found , he says: "psychosomatic" . In best case you get mcp, in worst some AD , maybe both Idk
Well I can tell you that A is a supplier of N. LOL
I got you , G ! lmfao
 
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If you can't get it online , go to your doc and tell him you u are suffering from nausea and vomiting. He will prescribe you smth weak first , after 2 weeks visit him again and tell him it doesn't help . Probably he's gonna do a colonoscopy then, unpleasant I know, but you can't get something from nothing. After nothing was found , he says: "psychosomatic" . In best case you get mcp, in worst some AD , maybe both Idk
A gastroenterologist is much more likely to prescribe it on the first day. If you have PPO insurance plan you probably don't even need a referral.
 
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If you can't get it online , go to your doc and tell him you u are suffering from nausea and vomiting. He will prescribe you smth weak first , after 2 weeks visit him again and tell him it doesn't help . Probably he's gonna do a colonoscopy then, unpleasant I know, but you can't get something from nothing. After nothing was found , he says: "psychosomatic" . In best case you get mcp, in worst some AD , maybe both Idk

I got you , G ! lmfao
What'd mcp and Ad
A gastroenterologist is much more likely to prescribe it on the first day. If you have PPO insurance plan you probably don't even need a referral.
Yeah but usually when people are vomiting, when you go to the doctor they'll see that you're vomiting and if you look pale or sick so wouldn't that be much harder to do
 
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Rivotrial

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mcp=metoclopramid
ad=antidepressant

If you need to look sick, just quit sleeping for 1-2 days. Or while waiting at the surgery, go to the restroom, rub a little soap into your eyes and wash it out immediately. You will look sick as fuck. But one time I got a Conjunctivitis after that, so don't overdo it
 
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marcusuk63

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without sounding like a sadist i think most pain is in the head and the fear of it hurting causes a lot of it , being accident prone when i was younger and have several motorbike accident , falling off a ladder and shattering my foot, smashing my knee into a parked car , grinding my shoulder joint together, jumping on a six inch nail and it going through my foot and getting run over by a tractor where all extremely painful but so is a paper cut or a splinter , you try sticking a pin in yourself it hurts and you are hesitant yet getting an injection doesn't .... oh and i dropped a huge concrete slab on my foot last year lol i can't move 3 of my toes now and the wight of the bedding hurts but i never when to hospital , i just bought one big clown shoe lol
 

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without sounding like a sadist i think most pain is in the head and the fear of it hurting causes a lot of it , being accident prone when i was younger and have several motorbike accident , falling off a ladder and shattering my foot, smashing my knee into a parked car , grinding my shoulder joint together, jumping on a six inch nail and it going through my foot and getting run over by a tractor where all extremely painful but so is a paper cut or a splinter , you try sticking a pin in yourself it hurts and you are hesitant yet getting an injection doesn't .... oh and i dropped a huge concrete slab on my foot last year lol i can't move 3 of my toes now and the wight of the bedding hurts but i never when to hospital , i just bought one big clown shoe lol
You've experienced a lot of pain, I don't understand how you were able to handle it and go through it all. Why not get it check by the doctors
 
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You've experienced a lot of pain, I don't understand how you were able to handle it and go through it all. Why not get it check by the doctors
when i fell off the ladder several years earlier i broke two bones in my foot and shattered my heal like an egg shell , i couldn't stand up for a few weeks as the blood seemed to rush to my foot , i did go to hospital and after waiting for hours to see someone they x rayed it and said it was fine and sent me home , then a few days later called me back to say they had made a mistake and it was broken and shattered , they gave me crutches ! so a waste of time really
 
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I've had a couple of tonic-clonic seizures and they don't hurt at all. your body will definitely hurt the next day from falling or if you hit something while you're seizing. The thing about the tongue is a myth - it's physically impossible to swallow your tongue, and you can really damage someone from putting something in their mouth during a seizure. First aid is to get anything they could hurt themselves with out of the way, and then turn them into the recovery position. But I don't know about other types of seizures, I usually just woke up like, WTF, in the hospital and didn't know who or where I was for about an hour.
 
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Somebody here who hung himself described how his arms automatically moved up even though he didn't move them. It was not described as painful.
 
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I imagine it to be like myoclonus jerks, painless body movements
 
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Seizures themselves dont hurt. Its falling onto things, or striking things whilst having the seizure that does the damage. A full blown seizure [grand mal] is exhausting and can take days to recover from. So the procedure if you have someone taking a seizure is, clear the area of anything and everything, lie them on the floor, wait for seizure to subside, move to recovery position. You cannot put someone in the recovery position during a seizure nor should you try to. Most people are completely unaware they have had or are having a seizure. Its only afterwards that they know anything about it.
 
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Because the method I am doing said it could possibly cause Seizures and I fear of experiencing it and how it would go, so I'm hoping for first hand experience and information on it.

I have epilepsy, and although some of my seizures have been really bad I have never felt a thing...never.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

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Cramps strong enough to break your bones , bitten tongue ... I know one dude who went through this after drinking too much tramal
This is accurate. I have Epileptic seizures and they are painful. The kind of pain that feels like being hit by a truck for days afterwards. I have grand mal seizures and respectfully disagree with others stating it only hurts if you fall and hit something (which is true but not the only source of pain). The muscles tensing and spasming, teeth clenching, etc is horrible. I wouldn't wish a grand mal on anyone. If it provides any insight, I cracked a molar tooth whilst having a seizure from the pressure of my teeth grinding together. In the hospital I have had seizures induced for testing - meaning I was perfectly comfortable, in a bed with padding and supervised by the medical staff - it was still terrible. Definitely not a pleasant experience.
 
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This is accurate. I have Epileptic seizures and they are painful. The kind of pain that feels like being hit by a truck for days afterwards. I have grand mal seizures and respectfully disagree with others stating it only hurts if you fall and hit something (which is true but not the only source of pain). The muscles tensing and spasming, teeth clenching, etc is horrible. I wouldn't wish a grand mal on anyone. If it provides any insight, I cracked a molar tooth whilst having a seizure from the pressure of my teeth grinding together. In the hospital I have had seizures induced for testing - meaning I was perfectly comfortable, in a bed with padding and supervised by the medical staff - it was still terrible. Definitely not a pleasant experience.
You are aware during gran mal? It is very painful after the post-ictal. I have had fractures and dislocations, but I have never heard of anyone being aware while they are happening. All I can say is; that it is very unusual to know what is happening, I am so sorry to here you suffer from such an anomoly, and I am very glad that I do not have that problem. (((Hugs))) Halo. Honestly one of the hallmarks of the gran mal is lack of awareness...whew...
 
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My son also had epilepsy all through childhood and adolescence and was never once aware of having a seizure. The info I relayed is what we were given by the BEA back then. My son never once hurt himself by having a actual seizure, it was always by falling or hitting other objects. So yeah, never heard of anyone being aware of anything during a seizure or the actual spasms doing physical harm. Aching limbs post seizure, sure, but no moreso than after a run or strenuous exercise.

But I also get that it wont apply to everyone and I apologise if I came across as anything other than a sincere sharing of info to the best of my knowledge for the OP.
 
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I've had a couple of tonic-clonic seizures and they don't hurt at all. your body will definitely hurt the next day from falling or if you hit something while you're seizing. The thing about the tongue is a myth - it's physically impossible to swallow your tongue, and you can really damage someone from putting something in their mouth during a seizure. First aid is to get anything they could hurt themselves with out of the way, and then turn them into the recovery position. But I don't know about other types of seizures, I usually just woke up like, WTF, in the hospital and didn't know who or where I was for about an hour.
Seizures themselves dont hurt. Its falling onto things, or striking things whilst having the seizure that does the damage. A full blown seizure [grand mal] is exhausting and can take days to recover from. So the procedure if you have someone taking a seizure is, clear the area of anything and everything, lie them on the floor, wait for seizure to subside, move to recovery position. You cannot put someone in the recovery position during a seizure nor should you try to. Most people are completely unaware they have had or are having a seizure. Its only afterwards that they know anything about it.
Yep. Those are the grand mal seizures that I get.
 
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You are aware during gran mal? It is very painful after the post-ictal. I have had fractures and dislocations, but I have never heard of anyone being aware while they are happening. All I can say is; that it is very unusual to know what is happening, I am so sorry to here you suffer from such an anomoly, and I am very glad that I do not have that problem. (((Hugs))) Halo. Honestly one of the hallmarks of the gran mal is lack of awareness...whew...
This is hard to explain (as in makes me shudder remembering the sensation) but I'll try. About 15 years ago, I had what was deduced as black outs or fainting spells - no one was really sure as I lived alone. As I got into my early twenties, I would begin to "recognize" one was coming - my muscles would tense up, hands would shake, could watch my legs jerk, feel my teeth just grating together like if you were to sharpen a blade on a stone, taste blood and feel the most intense pain of my skeleton yanking me like a rag doll while I shook everywhere. My contact lenses would pop out usually. It felt like the word "seizure" sounds - like something was seizing me and taking control. I'd sweat, heart thudding at a weird rate and feel my pants get wet. It was really the strangest thing because I'd be somehow trying to communicate to my body "stop it!". Often times my eyes would lock on something like the TV screen or a wall. I'd usually have more than one.

Once I moved back in with my guardian (a retired nurse), she saw it happen, called an ambulance and I came to in the hospital. The doctor explained I'd had seven seizures brought upon by the cough medicine I'd been taking for a cold. I remembered the first seizure but had no idea what year it was, where I was, the date, etc. After more testing, I was diagnosed with Epilepsy. As the years went on, I learned to detect my triggers, my aura, take preventative measures and such. It seems as if I can feel the first seizure always.

I once read a story about a guy describing what it felt like taking a bunch of Rohypnol (the date rape drug) that described something really similar - feeling like you're trapped inside your body that won't listen to the signals the brain is sending it. It feels like being beat with a metal baseball bat. Either way, seizures are no fun. I know some folks don't feel them happening but I have met a couple people IRL who have described similar experiences to mine - especially in alcohol or benzo withdrawal. I'd imagine the doctors back then didn't catch it sooner as I was prescribed a benzo during the day, a different one at night and a muscle relaxer for unrelated reasons. Crazy enough, even with Epilepsy, I can't get prescribed benzos for it due to people abusing them and Lorazepam/Diazepam is commonly used for seizures. It'd make me feel 1000x more secure having a few just in case but nope, not happening - I have to call an ambulance after the seizure.

Sorry for the long reply. I seldom get to talk about this :notsure: I'm so sorry to hear you've had fractures and dislocations! I've banged my head pretty good, cracked teeth, have a scar from slamming into a desk corner...seizures are just God awful :hug:
 
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Ive never experienced grand mal seizures, the kind you usually get when you overdose on something, so cant say anything about that. But the seizures I get from trying to hang myself / playing choking games or fainting after going hungry for a long time (the 'myoclonus jerks' as somebody called them) are painless. Bruises on my body from falling were the only things that hurt. The violent shivers I got after being fished out of the river were painless too, although very uncomfortable
As for the unconscious part, there are types of seizures where you are somewhat conscious, and there are types when you are fully unconsious. In fact, sometimes you can even still go on about doing things youve done before a seizure while youre having it
 
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