I read so much shit about climate change that really depresses me. Nobody wants to do anything about it. Politicians fucking suck. My own grandparents (my legal guardians) don't believe in it so I really have no one to turn to about my anxieties. I don't want to live in a world where, if I keep living till I'm old, the weather is so bad that it kills people (not that it's not doing that already.) Anyways, I don't really want to have a job, being a cog in a machine that will chew me and spit me out when I'm 65 or whatever. Climate change only makes my future seems worse. And I have to deal with my family not being in contact anymore because they don't want me as a trans man, as well. I don't think anything will get any better, honestly. Life isn't a gift for me, it's just something you have to go through. This may be more of a vent than a discussion, so I'm sorry about that.
But, back on topic. Does climate change make you want to CTB more than you would without it? Sorry this was so rambley.
I'm currently studying environmental science in college, and every day this semester I learn one fact that makes me feel like theres no saving this place and one fact that gives me hope. Trust me when I say there are countless people who work day in and day out studying our environment and developing new technologies in order to help. On the other hand, the main problem with the way we're addressing climate change isn't science, it's policy.
We have all the knowledge and technology we need in order to prevent further damage to our environment, but governments either refuse to implement those things, provide improper funding to actually solve the problem, or stand by and allow the ones doing the most damage (coorporations, fossil fuel companies, all the big baddies we hear about) to continue their harmful practices.
It's infuriating, but also fascinating. I'd recommend watching Philosophy Tube's most recent video titled "I Emailed My Doctor 133 Times: The Crisis In the British Healthcare System." (
) The video is mainly about the failings of the British healthcare system in regards to trans healthcare, but more largely talks about the philosophy of why large institutions are so difficult to change.
I don't have and answer as to whether humans will do the action we need to to prevent further climate damage, but the mindset I go with is that humans are procrastinators. Historically we have waited until the last possible moment to do the change we needed to, but we eventually did and here we are. Maybe its just false optimism, but its the only thing that keeps me sane learning about the state of crisis our planet is in.
And besides the environment stuff, I'm also a trans man. I'm really sorry your family is not accepting, I get it dude. I hope you're able to find chosen family that supports you how you deserve and need. Transitioning has only made my life better, despite having family cut me off and dealing with transphobia in a largely Christian area. It's hard no doubt, but I haven't regretted it for a second.