eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
559
For example i want to dye my hair bubble-gum pink, its something i would never do. I also want to go to the beach and swim in a full outfit just for shits and giggles
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
3,426
I want to find inner peace, I want to visit my bf, I want to try LSD and DMT and maybe some other types of classic psychedelics, and maybe graduate uni. I don't like the idea of dying my hair because I'm scared of the hair dye drying it out, but I do want to try out one of those coloured hair gels/wax.
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Kinda doing it right now with meditation because it affects how I perceive this world little by little even when I am not doing it. It is like someone flipped a switch inside me and everything I thought I knew is crumbling including my identity.

Once I felt fear of this happening and I thought it would happen differently but now that it started it calms me. Not being able to let go was pain.
 
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deadtomorrow

deadtomorrow

Member
Oct 25, 2023
74
i dont know if im allowed to say it o_o
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Well besides the obvious, the only other thing I could imagine I'd want to do that I don't usually do is maybe go to an indoor trampoline park. Seems like it could be fun and I actually have one near my house but I don't know if it's worth it to go alone.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I want to go traveling
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Normie Life Mogs
Sep 19, 2023
1,797
Definitely some wild stuff I wish I'd tried (if there could be no consequence). Now that I'm older and don't give a shit about anything I kinda wish I'd tried drugs. Of course sex stuff, too. A bunch of specifics I wish I'd gotten to try, but also just being more loose, going out and hooking up with someone kinda trashy when I was in college.

There's some stuff I used to do that I'd like to do again. Wandering the streets at 2am just thinking to myself, finding a place in public to play my guitar and not caring who listens.

I want to spend like a week completely unplugged from screens just to see how I feel.
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
453
I've always wanted to become a female body builder. Nothing crazy just at the entry levels.
 
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drearysunrise

drearysunrise

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Feb 3, 2024
44
I'd like to try shrooms and also to visit Antarctica
 
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pollux

pollux

Knight of Infinite Resignation
May 24, 2024
170
I'd like to try asking a girl out at least once
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,537
Want impsbl want time travle rmv injury damage this only want do
 
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jar-baby

Mage
Jun 20, 2023
505
Maybe it's not an original response, but shrooms (or some other kind of hallucinogenic). I keep hearing about how ineffable and how meaningful those trips are. Having my consciousness elevated and gaining insights into the questions I have about my life would be pretty cool.
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
May 6, 2021
261
I'd like to visit my best friend, go to the beach, take a train or subway, make some money off my art and have some delicious meals. Shrooms and other kinds of drugs sound interesting, but I don't know how to get them.

Out of all of those things, I think I could only do a few.​
 
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wCvML2

Member
Nov 15, 2021
455
I think I'll try a light version of asceticism (refraining from easy dopamine) for a while because I tried the hedonistic approach for the past 3 years with mind-numbing consumption and operating on autopilot while stuffing my mouth with junk food but it only made my mh worse without giving me the courage I wanted to ctb. I feel like asceticism won't make my life worse and therefore won't increase suicidal urges but it might make my mind strong enough to be able to detach from life and ctb when I'll really want to.
 
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bubo

bubo

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Jul 14, 2022
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I'd really like to go somewhere fun… I always wanted to go to a museum or something. I think it would maybe be worthwhile to do something like that before death. Maybe a railway museum, a historic museum, or the state hospital museum. Something like that. Or maybe do some traveling, I'd like to go to Jerusalem, or maybe Germany.
 
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ms_beaverhousen

ms_beaverhousen

*can't breathe*
Mar 14, 2024
1,212
Try a shroom, sativa upper type. Get, actually drunk. (GI shit assuming I could😣) Karaoke. Don't know if I'd feel cute enough to hook up with a sailor from years ago.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
559
Try a shroom, sativa upper type. Get, actually drunk. (GI shit assuming I could😣) Karaoke. Don't know if I'd feel cute enough to hook up with a sailor from years ago.
Omg i want to do karaoke too!! Honestly if your going to die you might as well try your luck:ahhha:
 
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ms_beaverhousen

ms_beaverhousen

*can't breathe*
Mar 14, 2024
1,212
Omg i want to do karaoke too!! Honestly if your going to die you might as well try your luck:ahhha:
I've done karaoke, like twice? Once at a work party and once on a date. Both after martinis lol. I did well😉 Would like to do it again but I was cute then.
Tried my shot at American Idol. Got to celeb round before I officially choked on my lethal stagefright🤢
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Honestly, no, there really isn't anything that I want to do differently. I never really had any interest in life to begin with so I doubt that would change right before I'm about to die. I don't think that there is a single thing in life that interests me
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

ego death, then death
Mar 20, 2023
583
I'd like to take a car, drive off someplace and find a nice sunset. I'll watch it for about 5 minutes, reflect on my miserable life, and then take whatever magical pill/injection/whatever to die. I'm literally almost done with everything in life. I could lose the only thing I care about left and after that, I might finally just do whatever it takes to kill myself.
 
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everythingoes

everythingoes

maybe someday
Oct 2, 2023
290
I want to visit New York and try heroin and ayahuasca.
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
423
I want to play something on my guitar.
 
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halleyscomet

halleyscomet

halley
Mar 26, 2024
307
I'd like to travel around Europe and Asia, though this will never happen as I am pretty poor. I would like to learn how to write music, I have a good singing voice I think, and I'm good at writing lyrics, though I have no idea how to write the music itself.

I would also like to experience real love, I've loved before but it was all abusive, I'd like to at least once be loved without an ulterior motive.
 
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FujoshiNeet

FujoshiNeet

✌️ you are mentally ill ✌️
Jan 21, 2024
105
I wanted to lose my virginity and do a few new drugs. Pretty much worked my way through the list.
 
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jarik

jarik

Student
Jun 12, 2024
163
No, nothing exciting, I want to die as frustrated as possible
 
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