Does anyone know how to cut as deep as possible with a sharpener blade?

[satomii]

Does anyone know how to cut as deep as possible ( till fat) with a sharpner blade. .? It's all I have as my parents check my room n all every day for blades so i dont cut... And m sick of everything I jst wanna cut as deep as I used to so yea give me ways peopleee...!!

 

[smh]

Fat isnt worth it imh, just will get infected and leave a huge scar but if its what you want i respect it, i would start y telling you to cut not using the corners of the blade but the middle part, pressure as much as you can then quicly move your arm down as hard as you can, dont even think about it, when i cut some kind of SI kicks in and makes me stare at the blade for a few seconds before actually cutting idk if it happens to other people too. Hope u can find a better coping method soon. Stay safe