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Alreadylate

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I'm looking for some information about how to go get N. I'm from Spain, also wonder if it's possible that the package make it through customs...
 
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N is no longer available.
 
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You likely won't find any good online sources. I'd suggest checking out the PPeH and researching veterinarians around. I have heard of one dark web vendor that sells it, but nobody has vouched for it so it could be a scam or a honeypot.
 
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It is available if u got connections in peru
99.999% of people don't have connections in Peru, and tbh I question the claims of people here saying they've been able to get it there.
 
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wyo777

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99.999% of people don't have connections in Peru, and tbh I question the claims of people here saying they've been able to get it there.
So u r questioning me at the moment. I've been there, i've found it. Some of the old users was observing my trip there.
 
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Galahad

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We all want N as the gold standard. If only.

It would be interesting to know if anyone successfully purchases it from the dark web but (not that I've ever purchased from the dark web) I'd be wary of N being scam.
 
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Alreadylate

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So u r questioning me at the moment. I've been there, i've found it. Some of the old users was observing my trip there.
wow so you went to Peru and you already have N? Could you explain me how you did it?
 
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Thomas599

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N is no longer available.
THAT is NOT correct information.
I'm looking for some information about how to go get N. I'm from Spain, also wonder if it's possible that the package make it through customs...
I know a guy. Truly, it's a woman who runs a Vet shop in Mexico. Last Christmas she sent me a Christmas Card. I have a good working relationship with her. So is it possible to buy? YES.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
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We all want N as the gold standard. If only.

It would be interesting to know if anyone successfully purchases it from the dark web but (not that I've ever purchased from the dark web) I'd be wary of N being scam.
I will be ownest with You, i do not believe in any darkweb or any other sending method. I have been there and i was extremely lucky that one of the old users share with me his contact. There is no chance to buy it even there in agrovet. My contact will also never ship it, it is too risky. Only way is to go there to Peru.
 
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So u r questioning me at the moment. I've been there, i've found it. Some of the old users was observing my trip there.
I question everyone who says they got N after the guy from Mexico stopped selling. There've been a lot of scammers here over the years
 
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wyo777

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I question everyone who says they got N after the guy from Mexico stopped selling. There've been a lot of scammers here over the years
So...first at all i do not have N. What i said is that one year ago i went to Peru, all what i have with me was 3 contacts. One of them ghosted me, second was Isbel ( if u know he was a scammer) third one was legit. I meet the guy, he explained me where he works and yes i paid him upfront. I was also thinking like 50/50 is a scam but i already realized it will be extremely hard to buy it in agrovet, specialy in Lima.Suprise the next day this guy called and delivered everything, sealed bottles. I spent nearly one month there, then i decide to go back. My illness basicly stopped over there and also i was afraid to drink it there. If anything would go wrongly i did not want to spend rest of the life in Peru hospital as a vegetable. Then i decide to take it back with me to Europe. And that is why i know that it was legit. I know how i was strugling to open the bottles, i remember the smell and i even taste it a little bit by licking a finger. So yes, it is possible still to buy it there, but not like before as easy as in agrovet shops. I agree with you that anyone who is offering to ship it is probably a scammer. My guy definietly refused to send it abroad as it is too risky. So yes, the only way to purchase it is to go there personaly. If you do not have a contact it will be extremely hard.
So...first at all i do not have N. What i said is that one year ago i went to Peru, all what i have with me was 3 contacts. One of them ghosted me, second was Isbel ( if u know he was a scammer) third one was legit. I meet the guy, he explained me where he works and yes i paid him upfront. I was also thinking like 50/50 is a scam but i already realized it will be extremely hard to buy it in agrovet, specialy in Lima.Suprise the next day this guy called and delivered everything, sealed bottles. I spent nearly one month there, then i decide to go back. My illness basicly stopped over there and also i was afraid to drink it there. If anything would go wrongly i did not want to spend rest of the life in Peru hospital as a vegetable. Then i decide to take it back with me to Europe. And that is why i know that it was legit. I know how i was strugling to open the bottles, i remember the smell and i even taste it a little bit by licking a finger. So yes, it is possible still to buy it there, but not like before as easy as in agrovet shops. I agree with you that anyone who is offering to ship it is probably a scammer. My guy definietly refused to send it abroad as it is too risky. So yes, the only way to purchase it is to go there personaly. If you do not have a contact it will be extremely hard.
Ohhh and day before fligt back i chickened to smuggle it and i waste it. And this is my story....i was fine for over the year, now i regret it my decision.
 
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deathisapanacea

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There was one person on SaSu who apparently travelled to Mexico/Peru and got N and smuggled it back to the US. He was confirmed as legit by certain other users as well. Is he still on here ?
 
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wyo777

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There was one person on SaSu who apparently travelled to Mexico/Peru and got N and smuggled it back to the US. He was confirmed as legit by certain other users as well. Is he still on here ?
I remember this person. It was Nembutal from Mexico. Ernest i believe. The main difference is that to smuggle it by land is extremely easy, by plane extremely difficult as this is a liquid!!!!
 
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deathisapanacea

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I remember this person. It was Nembutal from Mexico. Ernest i believe. The main difference is that to smuggle it by land is extremely easy, by plane extremely difficult as this is a liquid!!!!
So, you went to Peru, got N but since you cannot carry it by air, you left it and flew back is it ? That's pretty screwed up, if true.

How about transferring N into let's say Perfume bottles and packing them in checkin luggage ?
 
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wyo777

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So, you went to Peru, got N but since you cannot carry it by air, you left it and flew back is it ? That's pretty screwed up, if true.

How about transferring N into let's say Perfume bottles and packing them in checkin luggage ?
If you will read my post before then you will see that my sickness went to reemission in Peru. I'm still not sure why( climate, new meds that i started before or God intervention). So at that point i decided to take it back with me. Now i will explain you why at last day i decided to not take this risk. Pentobarbital sodium is classified as a drug class A, if they will catch you on airport is jailtime. Do you know how looks prison in south america? Now, transfering into different bottle, when you will brake the seal and put it into different bottle it will last you for max 3 months, it is because the air damage. You think that i did not think about it? All this information are available on this forum, just need some researches. Also i was aware that i got contact over there so for me it was not like one time opportunity.
 
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Thomas599

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There was one person on SaSu who apparently travelled to Mexico/Peru and got N and smuggled it back to the US. He was confirmed as legit by certain other users as well. Is he still on here ?
Yes. He is.
I remember this person. It was Nembutal from Mexico. Ernest i believe. The main difference is that to smuggle it by land is extremely easy, by plane extremely difficult as this is a liquid!!!!
If you think about it logically, Putting it into your CHECKED in luggage and inside of a Tupperware type container should be fine. Customs are looking for BIG ILLEGAL drugs. Flying from Mexico, Doesn't everyone bring back a bottle of Tequila? No one thinks differently. When you hear hooves, think horses, not zebras, right?
 
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bankai

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Very nice. I always wanted to ride a llama. I'll at least do that in Peru if I fail to get the N.

maybe do some ayahuasca as well.
 
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wyo777

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May 18, 2024
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Yes. He is.

If you think about it logically, Putting it into your CHECKED in luggage and inside of a Tupperware type container should be fine. Customs are looking for BIG ILLEGAL drugs. Flying from Mexico, Doesn't everyone bring back a bottle of Tequila? No one thinks differently. When you hear hooves, think horses, not zebras, right?
Actually i know exactly how screening process works. I used to work at the airport as a CS. The bottles will showup as an organic substance and it shape will be exactly how it looks. Also a seal will appear as a metal. The shape of the bottles indicate medication straight away. Four of them it is a big red light. Believe me i know what im talking about. If smuggling would be sa easy you would have N on every corner. Some people willing to pay a lot of money to get it.
 

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