Does anyone here have young children?

[Елена]

Does anyone here have young children? Does this put you off the STB or vice versa?

 

[Hollowillow]

I don't. It'd be mean to birth them.

 

[Sick of it all]

I have a teenager and it makes me sad to think about leaving him. I know he would survive but on the other hand he is mentally fragile and I would hate for him to fall into the dark if I CTB.

 

[lionetta12]

Does anyone here have young children? Does this put you off the STB or vice versa?

I wish.

 

[planningmyexit]

Never had kids never will

 

[hamtaro]

No kids, no spouse/partner. I do have friends and family that will be devastated, though.

 

[emgrl]

No kids, no spouse/partner. I do have friends and family that will be devastated, though.

I'm in the same exact situation.

 

[Sad_Sack]

My children are 31, 21 and 15. I feel horribly guilty about wanting to die. I have suffered with health issues for 30 years now though and its just gotten to be too much. I don't want them to be hurt by my passing but I literally can't do it anymore. I wish so badly I would finally just die naturally. Every night a beg not to wake up but I just keep fucking doing it. If there is a god they are truly merciless.

 

[Mir88]

No kids here, I personally never found right for a child, who has the right to be loved, to have me as a parent. As years passed on, I think I did the right choice for myself - and for the baby that will never be.

I have no family left, so that is not a problem. I am really sorry for my friends tho, they will miss me for a bit. But I would not be the first one of the group to ctb and life for everyone continued after that, so I know they will be ok.

 

[lostandempty99]

I'm pregnant, and yes I feel bad but I can't cope anymore. It's too late for an abortion also,

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm pregnant, and yes I feel bad but I can't cope anymore. It's too late for an abortion also,

I'm so sorry. That must be a terrible situation to be in.

 

[Supersadmommy90]

Yes I have young kids. But also I have PPD and my physical health is in shambles… Constant aches and pain… youngest child is 18 months newly weaned… Have physical ailments and a lot going on life wise (not good things)…. Can barely get through the day at this point. Ctb isn't what i wanted but idk if i can do it anymore. i don't think it's right to ctb with young kids (or kids at all) but when you physically feel like shit and it's getting harder and harder to function, to meet your own needs, let alone your kids… Feels. like I've been painted into a corner. Literally have no family to help me

 

[Malcolm Yarfa]

No but my wife wants one and I'm stuck so I asked her whether she could handle being a single mom. Apparently she'd be fine (didn't talk about ctb I just said in case sthg happens)

 

[Reallysad]

I have 3 young kids and it's awful feeling like this but they will be better off if I'm gone and it kills me.the problem is I cannot get a sn source in the uk and have looked everywhere

 

[Supersadmommy90]

I have 3 young kids and it's awful feeling like this but they will be better off if I'm gone and it kills me.the problem is I cannot get a sn source in the uk and have looked everywhere

Why do you think they will be better off. The reason why i'm conflicted is that i know my kids will be worse off. I just physically and mentally can't really cope with much more of this. Worry that my kids will grow up and do the same… But so depressed that it's getting difficult to care

 

[Reallysad]

Why do you think they will be better off. The reason why i'm conflicted is that i know my kids will be worse off. I just physically and mentally can't really cope with much more of this. Worry that my kids will grow up and do the same… But so depressed that it's getting difficult to care

Hardly see them and seeing them growing up without me rips my soul out. I am the same each day is a living nightmare and wish I was gone.worry's me the kids will do the same and that makes me even worse.I'm trapped

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't envy any of you who have kids. I can't imagine the inner conflict all of you have going on. My heart goes out to all of you.