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confused with life
- Sep 19, 2023
- 71
I don't know how I feel about life. Sometimes it is fine when other times it is awful. Like whatever I choose is the wrong choice. I dislike therapy. I know this about myself. But I'm told I'm burdening friends when telling them, and then my school found out and required me to go to therapy. The only way out of it is to stop but I also don't want my parents finding out and I know they would find out if I left. I know these thoughts will never leave forever and also that they never stay. But I don't understand how they think therapy will help me if I then leave it after a decent day just wanting some way to get out of it. I don't know what the right answer is but tbh I just need someone to talk to about this who I feel can listen and provide suggestions.
Like I'm told I have to do at least 6 more once a week and I am already scared for next week's. I don't know what to do. Also sorry I'm worried about messing up abreviations out of context so trying to not use them and also am hoping this is the right section but idk but I really just don't want a repeat of the last hour tbh.
Like I'm told I have to do at least 6 more once a week and I am already scared for next week's. I don't know what to do. Also sorry I'm worried about messing up abreviations out of context so trying to not use them and also am hoping this is the right section but idk but I really just don't want a repeat of the last hour tbh.