Discussion Does anyone feel giddy at the idea of suicide?

[JustABug]

I have been excited for a few days about my upcoming ctb. Does anyone else feel excited for it? I see a lot of people dreading their suicide on here, but I unfortunately (maybe…fortunately??) struggle to relate.

Would love to know if there are others who don't feel impending doom, but feel joyful about CTB.

 

[underscore_nine]

yes, whenever i find a valid method and supplies that can be acquired i get so excited and happy that I have a way out. Whenever it feels hopeless I feel awful

 

[an_alias]

yes! in fact, i once got so giddy from the idea of attempting that i ironically gave myself the will to live again. missed a perfect time to attempt :(