Venting Does anyone else wish they could linger for a bit after ctb to see the aftermath?

[Neogoloid]

Would be nice to see the reactions and see my own funeral. Would kinda piss me off too though.

Because I know my family will just blame me for why my life turned out the way they did instead of blaming themselves for having me in the first place.

Don't give birth to a short, low iq and ugly subhuman and be shocked when he doesn't wanna continue living anymore.

My parents were young and dumb when they had me and were having sex and didn't use any form of protection, typical.

I'm 19 years old haven't even as much as held hands with a girl, or even kissed let alone anything else. I have no discernible skill or talent to do anything, no form of intelligence or nothing. I'm completely useless and have nothing to lose trapped in an equally pointless existence.

Disgusts me that these gremlins will still blame for everything. They should be sobbing at my funeral filled with guilt but I know they won't be guilty and it disgusts me.

They brought me into a shitty impoverished life full of disappointment, No sex, and no form of romantic love, validation, or hardly anything positive at all.

 

[F@#$]

I would love to see the aftermath. I plan on leaving a traumatizing horrible mess.

 

[february in alaska]

I've thought about it a lot. If I had the option, I probably would out of sheer curiosity. I wonder if people actually cared or how much of an impact I actually had. But deep down I think it would only make it worse. I would have to watch the people who actually love me grieve and be in pain, I would have to watch as other people didn't even care, and I would have to watch people who always treated me badly pretend to cry and mourn and make my death all about themselves

That last one makes me especially angry to think about. I just know my funeral is going to be full of crocodile tears

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Maybe a week after my death but that's about it. That's all I'd like to see.

 

[user56765567]

I probably would not want to linger a little longer after I ctb tbh and I definitely know for sure I would not want to see my funeral as I know it's gonna be some religious nonsense and my family would make it more about themselves than anything. I could just see it now, I will probably be a side event at my own funeral. It would just be another way that they would hurt me in their own broken ways and I would just be frustrated and sad and hurt again and I would not want to give them another opportunity to do those things to me beyond the grave. I just wanna leave it all behind or disappear completely.

 

[Morte]

a year later to find out if GTA VI was released

 

[Yaffle]

yes, would love to see reactions and what happens

 

[tiger b]

Not interested in the slightest.

 

[Weeb]

I am curious but more curious about my job. We are so understaffed I am not sure how we are surviving. Only three of us running the business . I don't want to see the reactions of my friends and family though. They would probably be confused and upset. Especially my friends whom I tried to talk out of CTB at one point. Definitely would make me a hypocrite

 

[Abyssal]

I like to imagine that. I feel like it'd be harder than it sounds to watch, though.

 

[jamesLXIX]

No I wouldn't wanna see that kinda gross and triggering for me cuz I'm just sensitive to like gore and images of that kinda stuff

 

[kunikuzushi]

Yes, this one person gave me permission to haunt them when I kill myself and boy would I love to see how they react when I finally do it

 

[FrostedHoax]

Yes, I would want to know just what others really thought of me and whether I even truly mattered to them.

 

[hellispink]

I am not interested. I dont care about after marks. They dont owe me anything not even sadness. People do what they want we cant do nothing about it. Accepting it is key not to go crazy. Also, not every single detail in ones live is because of someone else, most things we get it because we ourselves act certain way or make one mistake or another. Own one's responsibility is important

 

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

Yes
But like as as ghost so that I can possess my family and make them give me a proper quiet cremation
Once I'm my ashes are in an urn, I can leave then

 

[MiMif]

Would be nice to see the reactions and see my own funeral. Would kinda piss me off too though.

Because I know my family will just blame me for why my life turned out the way they did instead of blaming themselves for having me in the first place.

Don't give birth to a short, low iq and ugly subhuman and be shocked when he doesn't wanna continue living anymore.

My parents were young and dumb when they had me and were having sex and didn't use any form of protection, typical.

I'm 19 years old haven't even as much as held hands with a girl, or even kissed let alone anything else. I have no discernible skill or talent to do anything, no form of intelligence or nothing. I'm completely useless and have nothing to lose trapped in an equally pointless existence.

Disgusts me that these gremlins will still blame for everything. They should be sobbing at my funeral filled with guilt but I know they won't be guilty and it disgusts me.

They brought me into a shitty impoverished life full of disappointment, No sex, and no form of romantic love, validation, or hardly anything positive at all.

I don't really understand why so many guys on here base their happiness in life on their relations with girls.....but if it makes you feel better I'm a 19 year old female who also hasn't had any relationship with a guy or even held hands.

Y'all are overestimating the joy of dating...though I can't talk cause I've never done it mainly by choice.

If your so desperate however you could try asking a girl out. Worst she can say is no...from my experience most girls are nice about it and let you down slowly. Alot or girls don't even focus on looks but more on how you treat them.

 

[breezy999]

Always. I thought I was the only one.

 

[dejaentendu]

People would pretend to give a shit about me but honestly it wouldn't last more than a week or two.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

No, don't care because everyone has become pretty irrelevant to me.

 

[edu0z]

oh god no

 

[certified_idiot]

No. I don't want people to remember me. I'm tired of life, and I don't want to continue living after I die. That'd just be counterproductive in my case.

 

[reiII]

i think what imgoing to say is silly. but maybe for a bit in case someone plays the ouija board with me. i would fuck that shit up and say silly things!!!!!!