How do you feel about it? If im being honest, it leaves me absolutely hopeless. I'll accidentally put things in the wrong places at work, and get in trouble for it. I'll constantly forget things, and have to go back to my house for them, only to be greeted by my roommates poking fun at me, or looking at me like a psychopath because I've had to come back twice to grab a card, my steel toes, etc.
I'm so exhausted. I wish I could think like a regular human being. I used to get very deep into existential thought. It could be quite beautiful, sometimes. Now I stick to speaking very directly, and factually. I can't keep an abstract idea in my head for more than a few minutes.