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_elliott

_elliott

sweet adeline.
Apr 24, 2021
148
right now i'm so drunk i texted my ex until he blocked me. and now i'm just so fucking drunk i think i wanna try sn again. christtttttt
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
I'm never drunk but under excessive social stress I tend to do really stupid things.
 
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Crimsonghost3

Member
Nov 14, 2021
79
Yeah I used to now its more an everyday brain thing. My ex is who I plan to tell when I ctb so im trying to not text her until then so I don't get blocked im just worried she may already have me. I fight every day to not do dumb things like the past few days its been so hard to not SH my face and etch words onto it or even just not stick and poke tattoos on my face of shit ill regret
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,608
Drunk, no. High, yes.
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
right now i'm so drunk i texted my ex until he blocked me. and now i'm just so fucking drunk i think i wanna try sn again. christtttttt
I don't think any of us are the greatest when drunk. You can always vent here
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,205
i make bad, idiotic decisions without being drunk, i just stole a box cutter blade from work and i am 100% sober
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
no
 
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LoveAndMonsters

LoveAndMonsters

One with the stars
Nov 16, 2021
12
Yes. definitely. all the time. I seem to trauma dump to people whenever I get drunk

I'm also catching myself overdrinking more and more
 
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pento

pento

Member
Nov 12, 2021
79
right now i'm so drunk i texted my ex until he blocked me. and now i'm just so fucking drunk i think i wanna try sn again. christtttttt
Don't make any decisions you would regret while drunk, particularly something like drinking SN. We're always here for you to support whatever well thought out decision you decide to make.

Best of luck to you.
 
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Hateyouprolife

Survivalist
Sep 4, 2021
169
right now i'm so drunk i texted my ex until he blocked me. and now i'm just so fucking drunk i think i wanna try sn again. christtttttt
I have also habit of texting to same person whenever I get wasted. Not blocked yet.
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
758
I made the most disastrous decisions of my life after quitting drinking at twenty-seven.
 
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Eric Draven

Eric Draven

Member
Sep 24, 2021
29
Definitely, yes.
I guess the worst one (best one?) was when I decided it would be a good idea to cut my own finger off with a kitchen knife.
 

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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
Drunk & High have been the best decisions of my life... ask any of my rehab councillors.
Now what's not cool is inviting yrself into yr ex's (if u make an embarrassing enuff scene they will let u in**) then u can dicuss yr relationship over a(nother) drink.
This is when you slip the sn into his drink to test it's efficacy. See boyfriends can be useful things... that can teach us so much...
do not go gentle into that good night, myElliott
**chapter 6: the Stalkers' Handbook.
ref <\ @_elliott >
 
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Eddypaddy

Student
Oct 28, 2021
133
Definitely, yes.
I guess the worst one (best one?) was when I decided it would be a good idea to cut my own finger off with a kitchen knife.
Wow you are one crazy mf. In what mindset do you habe to be to even slightly think this would be a good idea?
 
Eric Draven

Eric Draven

Member
Sep 24, 2021
29
Wow you are one crazy mf. In what mindset do you habe to be to even slightly think this would be a good idea?
Strangely enough it was something I'd been thinking about for a while. I've no idea why, but after a really drunken night I just went for it.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
You are not yourself when you are sober
 
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Eddypaddy

Student
Oct 28, 2021
133
Strangely enough it was something I'd been thinking about for a while. I've no idea why, but after a really drunken night I just went for it.
wasnt it painful? didnt you have to go to the hospital? if i would be as crazy as you i would have already drank my sn..
 
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Eric Draven

Eric Draven

Member
Sep 24, 2021
29
wasnt it painful? didnt you have to go to the hospital? if i would be as crazy as you i would have already drank my sn..
Yeah I had to go to hospital but it wasn't all that painful. It was a good, clean cut straight through the bone. Alcohol and adrenaline probably numbed the pain. The hospital offered to sew it back on but that would've meant more time in hospital so I didn't bother.
 
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Eddypaddy

Student
Oct 28, 2021
133
Yeah I had to go to hospital but it wasn't all that painful. It was a good, clean cut straight through the bone. Alcohol and adrenaline probably numbed the pain. The hospital offered to sew it back on but that would've meant more time in hospital so I didn't bother.
wow :D
 
Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
I dont drink. I witnessed my half fuck- wit Father fall apart from drink. Besides I dont need drink to make stoopid decisions. It just happens.!. You want to be careful especially when drunk. You won't want to regret.. PEACE❤
 
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waterstrider

waterstrider

cold
Nov 29, 2020
400
I should have never started.
But nowadays it keeps me going and is something I look forward to all day.
Without it I'd be dead by now.

So I usually don't do anything more stupid drunk than I already do sober...already fucked up my life.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
i've made some dumb drunk decisions but i wouldn't say i wanted to.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
I don't "wanna". But I do.
 
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Eric Draven

Eric Draven

Member
Sep 24, 2021
29
Yeah I had to go to hospital but it wasn't all that painful. It was a good, clean cut straight through the bone. Alcohol and adrenaline probably numbed the pain. The hospital offered to sew it back on but that would've meant more time in hospital so I didn't bother.
It probably hurt more getting tattooed afterwards
 

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Fish Face

Student
Apr 19, 2019
117
No, the other way around. Sobriety is just depressing and xxxx anyone who says you are medicating yourself. I have tried many medications through sobriety for a long time and all I got was exhausted through side effects, more depressed and and not any better. There is just no help if you are majorly depressed.
 
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