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The Ignorant
- Dec 14, 2021
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I hate how pretentious the title sounds, but when I think about my whole life, what was and what shall be, I can't help but come back to suicidal ideation. I have it better than most people in the world, but when I actually think about where my life will lead me (i.e. purposeless death), I'd rather just reach the destination sooner. None of the actions I take, none of the relationships I form, none of the lives I change will have any effect on the fate that awaits me. The same applies to every living being, but suicide isn't all that commonplace. I understand why religious people forge on. They believe there is an infinite reward (or punishment) awaiting them for what they do in their finite lives. How do the faithless function without craving death?