True that. But I don't think, I would aim beyond 100 ..he he..it would become too much .
The Reincarnation part boggles my mind as to why anyone would want a cyclic life and death process of different lives. Consciousness breeds suffering, no matter how great or small.
This is why I can't even bother to stay to see 30, let alone past 50 because so much can go wrong within that time frame to bring you to a point of considering ctb and not even stop thinking about it, not to mention all other manner of things that will go down hill. Sure the positive aspects can reinforce some level of hope that things may just turn out fine but screw taking a gamble on that for me.
What do you envision the world will be like in 100 years realistically? I'm glad I won't be around to witness it.
Me too. Even if I won the lottery and had a partner I would still be chronically depressed and bipolar.
Yes, life is truly exhausting and gets exponentially worse as we get older. But yet, I'm grateful I'm not young anymore because getting older brings me closer to death.
Yes, I would hate to live that long. I never want to experience adulthood or old age. Living the same day on repeat would be so dystopian and boring. I barely have any energy to even exist, and I'm not even doing anything. I'm planning to ctb within 2 years, before I turn 25. I never want to live past 25. I would hate to reach anything beyond my mid-20s. I am never reaching my 30s! I will ensure that I will die during my 20s. I never want to be a real adult and have to slave away for 50 years. That just sounds so depressing. Being a wageslave to capitalism sounds like such a soul-sucking existence. I also never want to reach old age. What's the point of getting old? Your body and mind just deteriorate and decay. I'd rather die now, we all die in the end anyways. What's the point in living another 60 years? That's such a long time, and I truly believe the best moment in life is up until now (early adulthood). Everything just goes downhill from adulthood onwards.
It literally is. Adulthood is the biggest scam
I've spent the last 15 years of the 22 years I've been alive thinking this way, and yet I continue to stick around. I've been able to find little things that help me ignore the pain for brief periods, but the thought of living this as my whole life until I'm 80 is unfathomable. I tend to try not to think a month into the future, let alone view how I'd be when I'm that old. The only advice I can give is to do what I did: try to find some little things to occupy your time with before your time comes. I'm not sure what that would be as even I struggle with it, but it doesn't have to be anything extraordinary. It can just be a small mundane task or daily ritual or something along those lines.
Exactly right.
Literally! I hate consumer culture. I hate all of the advertisements and commercials around, and how people just buy and buy and consume and consume. I hate how people buy things that they don't even need. Like you don't even need it, what's the point? People buy things to satisfy the void within, yet that's only temporary satisfaction and fake happiness. The void can never be filled, because life (under capitalism) is the issue. It's such a meaningless and unfulfilling existence. I also think they get material satisfaction out of owning things, yet that's all an illusion. None of it will matter once you're dead anyways. I hate how materialistic and shallow society and the world are. I hate the fact that people are brainwashed into putting up with this scam called life under capitalism. The thing I hate the most though is the pipeline. We're basically treated like cows for slaughter, fed our whole lives in this system from birth and school to eventual work and wageslavery. I hate that no one has tried to rebel against capitalism or the system yet.
