Does anyone else punish themselves 'just because'?

[BaconCheeseburger]

I cut myself this morning. No particular reason other than I feel empty and I don't feel like my body deserves to feel nice things.

 

[ghostgirl1995]

Everyday :(

 

[GoBack]

Yeah. It's beyond any reason at this stage. Whatever was driving me to hurt myself it has now become habit. I wish it was over. Even if I tried recovering now the damage is too much to try to live with

 

[K-O]

yeah.. but its never just cause..
seems that all i do even more now is self harm.
im in so much "pain".. its been flaring up more and more.. and its the only thing that makes any sence tbh..
its a feeling of a home.. something to rely on.

 

[Zozo]

I've broken plotscraft bowls and plates over my head, cut myself several times with broken glass , boxcutters, knifes. neededed to be stitched up several times. I put cigarettes and cigars out on myself all over my body....what can I say? I like to bleed and I love pain. and I hate this disgusting monkey suit I am forced to wear.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I do the same with cutting. I just feel I need to punish myself and keep myself reminded that I'm worthless.

 

[peacefully31425]

Continuing to live is enough of a punishment in itself.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Same. I cut myself because I feel like i deserve it. I feel numb either way but...