Discussion Does anyone else intend on CTB in a distant location so that your loved ones won't see your body?

[VegasLyra]

I'm currently saving up for a rope (over 200 dollars but it's worth it as it's a climbing rope and will 100% support my weight), and when I get it, I plan on going to the woods to CTB. I could do it at home--it would be way more comfortable--but I just don't want my family to see me like that. It would be traumatizing. And I know I shouldn't care as I won't be there to see the effect it would have on them, but I do care. Anyone else?

 

[thelostautistic]

You aren't alone in caring about your family. I don't know where I want to ctb yet but it won't be at home. I agree with you in that it would be more comfortable at home but I don't want my family to find me either.

 

[FoxSauce]

Yes, I plan to if I ever decide to I dont wanna hurt anyone else by my actions.so they dont have to suffer anymore beacuse of me.

Ofc I know it'll impact them regardless but I dunno how to explain to them that they weren't the problem

 

[cbtvvxxvvv]

yes completely. that is my exact plan as well actually. don't need to ruin their life as i've ruined mine

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I have the same concerns about them finding my body. My plan is to setup a delayed text after enough time has passed to save me and advising them to call the police and send them over.

I know some people have justifiable reasons to not care about putting the people in their lives through this, but just not caring because they won't here to deal with it selfish as fuck.

 

[scarredheart]

ive thought about this before; but i realised id rather they have closure about what happened instead of me becoming an unsolved missing persons case

I'm currently saving up for a rope (over 200 dollars but it's worth it as it's a climbing rope and will 100% support my weight), and when I get it, I plan on going to the woods to CTB. I could do it at home--it would be way more comfortable--but I just don't want my family to see me like that. It would be traumatizing. And I know I shouldn't care as I won't be there to see the effect it would have on them, but I do care. Anyone else?