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venting247

venting247

Member
Aug 9, 2023
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I feel like nobody understands me or what I'm going through. A lot of people don't know what DID is, or believe it even exists. I wonder if there are any other people with DID on this forum. I struggle with cutting, and I've been clean for a while and I'm close to relapsing, and I don't know how much longer I'm going to be here for. I'm basically gone, beyond repair, beyond being saved, im doomed. My mental health says it all and I just cba anymore, and I'm suffering and I feel like there's nothing left for me in this world, and I'll never get better. Im only 18
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
I've been looking for others here who have DID since I have it too. I guess it's a super small population here.
 
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tinyghost

tinyghost

go home at dawn sleep in the sun
Sep 13, 2023
209
i have it, my sister has it as well from the same childhood traumas. sometimes i feel guilty for trying to "kill" the others.
 
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feannagan

feannagan

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Nov 7, 2023
10
My old psychologist thought I may have DID but she couldn't make an official diagnosis because she wasn't a specialist. Problem is that there are no DID specialists in my country's public healthcare system, and only one doctor privately and I can't afford to see him for an assessment. So currently my official diagnosis is "unspecified dissociative disorder". I don't know if I have DID, I think OSDD-1 is far more likely/fitting.
 
staplestable

staplestable

Member
Oct 25, 2023
21
I feel like nobody understands me or what I'm going through. A lot of people don't know what DID is, or believe it even exists. I wonder if there are any other people with DID on this forum. I struggle with cutting, and I've been clean for a while and I'm close to relapsing, and I don't know how much longer I'm going to be here for. I'm basically gone, beyond repair, beyond being saved, im doomed. My mental health says it all and I just cba anymore, and I'm suffering and I feel like there's nothing left for me in this world, and I'll never get better. Im only 18
hi, mind telling me more about your DID? It's a topic I find fascinating.
 
tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,229
I thought it was still MPD...well very useful to be made aware of this.
 

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