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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
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Ya I think so. Wbu?
 
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Hollowman

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Probably, or something similar. I don't care about labels anymore.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
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Instead of the Cluster C personality disorders, I got the Cluster B 🙃
 
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sserafim

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they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
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i think i have an avoidant attachment style, instead of some type of personality disorder, which i assume is fairly normal on the forum.
I think I have one as well
Instead of the Cluster C personality disorders, I got the Cluster B 🙃
What's Cluster B? Borderline/histrionic/narcissism one?
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
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What's Cluster B? Borderline/histrionic/narcissism one?
Yes. I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

You honestly seem like you might have Schizoid Personality Disorder more than Avoidant Personality Disorder, at least to me, because people with APD are super sensitive to criticism and have low self esteem. Whereas people with Schizoid tend to just more not have any interest in relationships, romantic or otherwise.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Yes. I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

You honestly seem like you might have Schizoid Personality Disorder more than Avoidant Personality Disorder, at least to me, because people with APD are super sensitive to criticism and have low self esteem. Whereas people with Schizoid tend to just more not have any interest in relationships, romantic or otherwise.
Sorry to hear that. What's it like? I'm super sensitive to criticism though, any criticism seems and feels like a personal attack on me.
 
Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
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Sorry to hear that. What's it like?
It's absolute hell. It's ruined every relationship I've ever had, whether it's romantic or platonic. Every person I meet I'm afraid they're going to eventually reject me or abandon me. I also always feel bad about the angry outbursts I have with people. And it doesn't help that there's a stigma around people with my disorder...

I'm super sensitive to criticism though, any criticism seems and feels like a personal attack on me.
Ahh, fair enough. I understand.
 
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