Actually I do. My family expected a lot more out of me, so did my peers and the people who know me IRL. They see an well-educated fuck (referring to myself -- yes I self-deprecate a lot just because I have low self-esteem at times) with a lot of potential and hope, but some are disappointed, if not surprised at why I am not "successful" in life. Basically, they see me as someone who comes from a middle class family, who went and got a lot of education, had good opportunities (albeit my childhood and adolescent years were hell), and is intelligent and capable, should end up with a successful career, good social life (with relationships and what not), and just being successful in general.
Instead, I'm just a fuck twit, jobless college graduate who is suicidal and would rather die than wageslave or live through life until I'm old and then die that way.