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unluckyme

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Dec 10, 2024
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I just dont "get it" like everyone else. they all know how to be alive but i just feel weird and wrong all the time.
i dont know how im supposed to feel or think i dont really have any opinions or friends. My brain just feels fucking empty. Im so empty i dont know what to do. Im 22 and my life just feels like a dead end. The only thing i really have going for me is my boyfriend but even then I feel so fucking alone
It just hurts so bad inside idk . I feel like im not a real person and I dont exist in the real world but I watch everyone else get to have that. Im all rotten and weird. Even other depressed people seem more "real"

There is nothing I have to share with the world and it doesnt want anything to do with me either im just a ghost. Something is missing from me
Im so awkward and stupid. Cant talk to people. I cant act right
Please tell me at least someone else feels the same
 

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