Does Anyone Else Feel Like a Bad Person?

[lizzywizzy09]

Like everything is your fault and you deserve to die for being awful, feeling sorry for yourself and just being an overall shitty human being? Like you let yourself and everyone else down too?

 

[derpyderpins]

I feel shitty about myself every time I struggle to focus and get work done and fall farther behind while I know the people around me are able to go to work and focus and be productive all day. All my wasted time I feel guilty for.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

my punishment is that I have live with consequences of my own actions and mistakes I made
but that is hell to me and every day I live in my own nightmare— so I'd rather die instead tbh

 

[F@#$]

I am a bad person.

 

[Morte]

you will always be evil to millions of people. Instead, I realized i just need to be good to myself and people I care about

 

[lizzywizzy09]

my punishment is that I have live with consequences of my own actions and mistakes I made
but that is hell to me and every day I live in my own nightmare— so I'd rather die instead tbh

That's exactly how I feel. Nobody understands what torture it is.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

That's exactly how I feel. Nobody understands what torture it is.

I will never recover from this because I created this hell myself
I wish I could at least blame someone else

 

[divinemistress36]

Yes, trauma makes you feel like you are a bad person

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Yes, trauma makes you feel like you are a bad person

And trauma leads to bad decision making, continuing the cycle.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I have a lot of regrets in life. Like just about anyone else, I've done things I'm not proud of. I don't feel I'm a shitty human being at all. Actually, I feel I'm quite the opposite of that. I've made mistakes, learned from them, and tried not to make them again. I think I've accomplished that, as I'm a much better person now than I was in my more youthful years, not that I ever was really that bad. Not perfect by any stretch, but better, now. I don't feel everything is my fault, either. I've let myself down in some ways over the years, but life has screwed me over, too, in a bunch of ways. No, I don't feel like I deserve to die, but things are where they are. Circumstances dictate that it's the best choice for me.

 

[cymbaline23]

Yeah, I feel the same way, like all I do is disappoint others