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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,850
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,695
I do. I'm perpetually exhausted by just existing. No temporary amounts of sleep can help me now. What I need is a permanent sleep for all eternity
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,850
I do. I'm perpetually exhausted by just existing. No temporary amounts of sleep can help me now. What I need is a permanent sleep for all eternity
I feel so tired everyday and I feel drained and exhausted, to the point where my eyes hurt. I wish that I could sleep forever and never have to wake up. Eternal sleep sounds so nice and peaceful…
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,185
do you really wanna go there?
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
122
Coincidentally, I bought Vitamin D 7000ui+B12 1000mcg+creatine, and a lot of supplements, I'm always tired and lazy the last time I felt like this was because of vitamin D, my mother bought it by accident among other supplements (D3 2000ui), and in 2 weeks the fatigue disappeared, one of the factors that is getting in the way of CTB besides ADHD, I need energy to plan, travel to buy the remaining items and finally seal the bathroom. (SN+CO)*
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
122
I can't even play my games for long, I get extremely sleepy, I lose consciousness while playing, the last time I was in this state was due to vitamin D deficiency, I haven't had any sun for years lol
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
2,104
Yeah, it's really annoying. I've gotten used to putting up with it.
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Me. I have awful dreams every night. I can't wake up well rested.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,427
Always exhausted one of the reasons I can't research ctb methods
 
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thegoldengirls

thegoldengirls

Student
Feb 10, 2024
102
Yes. I always feel drained and tired. The only time I'm at peace is when I'm sleeping or watching a comfort show. Even then, the Intrusive thoughts alway sneak in.
That's how I know I must ctb, I wake up crying from a broken heart and just feeling depressed. That's how I know this has to end for me.
The normal people who probably don't understand depression or simply doesn't know I'm depressed will ask "Did you get rest?" Or ask "You feel better now?" (Because they think my sadness is just a passing feeling.) I lie and say yes.
 
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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
87
I feel so tired that I even considered using cocaine to keep me at work
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,850
Coincidentally, I bought Vitamin D 7000ui+B12 1000mcg+creatine, and a lot of supplements, I'm always tired and lazy the last time I felt like this was because of vitamin D, my mother bought it by accident among other supplements (D3 2000ui), and in 2 weeks the fatigue disappeared, one of the factors that is getting in the way of CTB besides ADHD, I need energy to plan, travel to buy the remaining items and finally seal the bathroom. (SN+CO)*
I have ADHD as well. Maybe it's a factor in my sleep issues…
 
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luneylonegirl

luneylonegirl

Lonely betrayed girl ready to die
Jan 31, 2024
68
I feels like my battery life is sucks since covid even i never got covid. I also barely can sleep well, either sleep paralysis or nightmare. Living is sucks.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
402
I feel so tired that I even considered using cocaine to keep me at work
Cocaine is excelent for gaining short time energy lol
I used a couple of times when i was working, sounds great. The problem is when the effect is gone and there is the hangover /withdraw syntom
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
518
Very, it doesn't matter if I get 3 hours, 8 hours, or 12 hours of sleep, I always feel incredibly drained and tired and nothing helps to stop it.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,185
i sometimes beg whoever for 10 min sleep
 
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LunarCharm

LunarCharm

I’m ready to go
Jul 2, 2023
73
always tired but can't sleep most of the time, I just end up laying in bed
and then if I can sleep, when I wake up I'm too tired, and beg to be able to sleep more.
 
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Chronosphere

Chronosphere

Student
Jan 17, 2024
141
My brain just commands me to shut down after my work, so I can't do anything except lying in bed. Unfortunately I can't sleep either so I just stare in the ceiling or youtube. Same thing for weekends. I really don't understand why can I function while I am at work, it's a mistery for me.
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
122
Me. I'm having awful dreams every night. I can't wake up well rested.

I feel so tired that I even considered using cocaine to keep me at work
I use Ritalin and a lot of coffee, I only have a stock of benzos, maybe this week I'll buy ritalin or modafinil and some of the other medications on my list.
 
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sadlyexisting

sadlyexisting

Missing the good times
Jun 26, 2023
99
Yes, no matter how much sleep I get, it's the same feeling of exhaustion every single day. Nicotine and caffeine help me to feel a bit better, but I can't help but feel mentally tired. I would give everything just to feel alive again.
 
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Eternal Eyes

Eternal Eyes

Member
Dec 3, 2023
70
When I was a kid, I could sleep about 3 or 4 hours and still feel refreshed, then when I got to about 14 I just began to feel fatigued all the time, finding getting out of bed (especially in winter) borderline impossible. Even now my sleep pattern is atrocious, I can sleep about 4 hours one day, and sleep about 8 hours the next.

Some nights I can be absolutely exhausted yet incapable of sleep, and if I sleep I can sometimes wake up and find the covers and duvets completely off the bed, I'm tempted to film myself sleeping as I imagine I must spin around over and over.

Honestly I feel like I've not had a good rest in months, probably since I last took promethazine, which I try to avoid taking as it's the only thing that seems to knock me out and I'd be fucked if I became numb to the effects of it.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
691
Yes,every day.
 
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Tixij

Tixij

im cold and there are wolves after me
Feb 27, 2024
10
yeah. ive felt exhausted since i was a kid. just permanent chronic fatigue. combination of obvious mental issues and then of course physical factors from "neglecting" my body
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,338
Quality of sleep matters arguably more than quantity. REM sleep is the stage that matters most for making your body feeling restored. There are many factors that can interrupt this stage though and make it so that no matter how long you sleep it doesn't help you feel any less exhausted.
 
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Ulrich

Member
Mar 6, 2024
76
Yes. I'm too tired to function yet not tired enough to sleep. This is hell.
 
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lostmind38

Member
Mar 1, 2024
46
My nightmares are painful and scary. I wake up and don't want to go back to sleep. Whether I sleep 2hrs or 12, I always feel exhausted.
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Mage
Oct 8, 2023
550
I'm always tired and can never sleep. I will sleep for on average 5 hours per day of "good" sleep and then can stay up for 20-60 hours while other people I know are dead once they're awake for 12 hours.
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
560
Quality of sleep matters arguably more than quantity. REM sleep is the stage that matters most for making your body feeling restored. There are many factors that can interrupt this stage though and make it so that no matter how long you sleep it doesn't help you feel any less exhausted.
Is dreaming good or bad? Does it happen during REM sleep? I've read people say dreaming is not high quality deep sleep.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,338
Is dreaming good or bad? Does it happen during REM sleep? I've read people say dreaming is not high quality deep sleep.
I don't know but if I had to guess it might just depend on what kind of dreams you're getting although it's more likely that the sleep quality is merely reflected in the dreams.
 
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