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rosenrot

rosenrot

Member
Jun 13, 2023
35
It feels like I've had pent-up thoughts for so long. I feel ashamed to talk to anyone about it and it feels like I'm the only one going through this. I'm so lost in everything I'm doing, I need guidance but I've reached the age where I'm supposed to know what I'm doing and have my life figured out. I really wish for my childhood back when most things were carefree and I was always told what to do. I feel embarrassed feeling like this and I don't want other people to know I'm like this. This is the only place where I can feel less alone with the things in my head.
 
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nood11

Member
Jul 14, 2023
60
We're all fundamentally alone in our own heads. It's an unfortunate fact of existence. We can have friends and family, but we only have words to convey the storm happening in our brains. It's an incomplete method of communication. We have our own individual body and brain that is totally separate from everyone else.
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
It feels like I've had pent-up thoughts for so long. I feel ashamed to talk to anyone about it and it feels like I'm the only one going through this. I'm so lost in everything I'm doing, I need guidance but I've reached the age where I'm supposed to know what I'm doing and have my life figured out. I really wish for my childhood back when most things were carefree and I was always told what to do. I feel embarrassed feeling like this and I don't want other people to know I'm like this. This is the only place where I can feel less alone with the things in my head.
Chat away. Always an ear here to listen to you xx
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,625
Yes, I've always felt very alone, I'm the only one experiencing my existence after all, I'm the only one trapped with my own thoughts.
 

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