lifteddream

lifteddream

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Jun 6, 2023
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It's as if Life itself is sentient and is carefully constructing a trap made of events in my life where eventually I'm corralled to my death. Hard to put into words....but yeah. If I dare fight for a better future I pay for it twice over you know what I mean??
 
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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
224
Yeah I feel the same way, as I said many times some people are setup to kill themselves no matter what. Some people have been dealing with darkness in life from the beginning.
 
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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
531
Feel the same way, sometimes it feels like everything instigates me to that path, it's even funny
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Life is driving me to the edge. They say that "life begins on the other side of despair", but for me, there is nothing there.
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Mage
Oct 8, 2023
564
Yes. Everytime something kind of good happens I get to have the feel-good feelings for a little bit before something happens to crush them. I feel like a dog who's getting hit by its owner only for the owner to give me a little treat, head pat, and smile just to remind me of what life could've been before kicking me in the ribs again.
 
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hadenough58

Looking for Understanding
Mar 7, 2024
128
I do recognise that most of my problems are self-inflicted by decisions I have made but sometimes it does seem like fate is conspiring against me and I cannot do right for wrong.
 
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