I'm just at a point in my life where I'm crying everyday multiple times a day. I just feel so defeated and utterly exhausted. I know I'm at one of the lowest points in my life and I want nothing more than to claw my way out of it. I've lost so many people dear to my heart. I don't have anyone that I'm even close to anymore. Everyday is just a vicious revolting cycle of the horrible mistakes I've made in the past couple of months. it's a pain so intense, you know the silent sobbing that is a result of so much emotional pain that it's unbearable, where you're crying really hard but no noises come out. Has anyone else experienced this?
Used to maybe once a year, twice max. Now it's multiple times a week.
Yes..I cry everyday..multiple times a day.
It's new to me because in my past I didn't really cry.
It's like I went from being stone to trying not to cry around others and completely break down when I'm alone.
billie
sad and suicidal
- Mar 31, 2024
- 408
I used to, a lot. But not any more. Not since my decision. Am done feeling sorry for my self, am done asking why, am done mourning my life. Am just done with all of it!
Malaria
If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
- Feb 24, 2024
- 1,085
Sometimes. The past few days have been like that for me.
cheese.out
Why am I still here
- Jul 25, 2023
- 200
I used to cry but now it feels like even if i wanna cry i just cant - i just feel empty
BlendedHeart
It is what it is
- Mar 9, 2024
- 213
Same here. These past couple of weeks have been rough. I'm trying to distract myself, to concentrate in other stuff, but nothing works.
Ksmиda
Have I died too soon or lived too long?
- Oct 23, 2023
- 187
I wish I could cry, it would feel so good to finally let it all out. I try to sometimes when I feel really bad, but nothing happens.
blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
- 253
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm pretty much in a similar situation, many events over the past year have led to what is currently probably the lowest point in my life. I've distanced myself from my friends and my family have all left me. These days, at times I just feel such an intense wave of pure anguish rising in my chest and I start crying out of the blue and I try to scream but no sound comes out, it feels like I'm drowning in my own pain. It's a dreadful feeling.
That's so horrible, I really hate that feeling so much. I hate that you have to go through so much torment as well
If I could take all the pain away from you I would in a heartbeat. It really is a dreadful feeling and I'm hoping very much that this low point in your life ends soon 
blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
- 253
Yes it's really a nightmare I wouldn't wish on anyone. Thank you so much for your kind wordsThat's so horrible, I really hate that feeling so much. I hate that you have to go through so much torment as well
I hope the same for you too, that your situation will improve in any way possible. Sending hugs <3I did every day for about a two months. I have only had a couple of crydays the last few months though. But November and on into December were hell.
ClaudeCTTE
Misunderstood...
- Aug 22, 2023
- 264
I don't usually cry, mainly because antidepressants make me feel flat or apathetic.
However, in high school, sometimes I wanted to cry because I was alone and none of my classmates wanted to work with me. It made me sad to be ignored and excluded by my peers. I used to hold back the urge to cry because I was embarrassed for my classmates to see me cry, as where I live it's common to say that "men don't cry," so I just limited myself to shedding tears silently...
However, in high school, sometimes I wanted to cry because I was alone and none of my classmates wanted to work with me. It made me sad to be ignored and excluded by my peers. I used to hold back the urge to cry because I was embarrassed for my classmates to see me cry, as where I live it's common to say that "men don't cry," so I just limited myself to shedding tears silently...
I know the feeling I'm sorry you're going through it. I cry a lot some days but then on others, there are no more tears left to come out. That unbearable painful feeling you describe is the worst, when it hurts so much you can hardly breathe. The emotional pain hurts so much that it becomes physical. We'll know that you're not alone..
escape_from_hell
Specialist
- Feb 22, 2024
- 379
Every day for two years now, sometimes a couple hours. Even in public like out shopping it happens sometimes now. People don't care at least.
teajay1
crazy cat lady
- Mar 27, 2024
- 90
i don't think im able to go numb i've just been so sad for so long. i cry everyday for at least three hours
marchshift
Member
- Mar 15, 2024
- 89
I cry everyday. It's feels like I'm on fire when I cry. Sometimes I think I could die from the energy overload.
BackToLobby
My bad, first time living.
- Apr 9, 2024
- 80
I cry almost everyday, I wish I could go back in time to fix everything
Red Moon
Warlock
- Sep 21, 2022
- 722
I'm empty on the inside and my father taught me not to cry because it's weakness he said, so I don't cry.
AnonymousL
Specialist
- Apr 5, 2023
- 375
There was a time i cried multiple times a day for weeks and at some point I was just dried up. No tears were coming out anymore.
HopingOnaMiracle
Experienced
- Mar 8, 2024
- 297
I cried maybe 1 or 2 times a year but now its multiple times a day. I always hope it makes me feel better but unfortunately most of times it doesn't
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,168
No, I can't cry even if I try to. I feel like I should be crying to denote how miserable I am but no tears will flow down my face. Perhaps I'm just numb?
HopingOnaMiracle
Experienced
- Mar 8, 2024
- 297
LunarLight
i'm a loser, a failure
- Apr 3, 2024
- 1,368
I cry multiple times a day, everyday. My partner can't take it anymore.
LaVieEnRose
Angelic
- Jul 23, 2022
- 4,243
I did when my chronic ailment was at its peak. Now I wish it would return to that level of painfulness because it would be quite motivating.
