Rain and storms just have such a comforting atmosphere about them, and are so much more relaxing than the searing heat we have right now. Warm, sunny days are like 'noise' for my eyes and body, as in everything's just so bright and hot that it feels like I can't focus. And I don't know what it is, but I feel like cloudy days make the environment look so much nicer than sunny days; maybe it's how the sun shoves itself in your face, like I said. I'd love to live in a nice 'village' area where it's cloudy. There's something about rain that makes me and things in general feel alive in a good way, which is the opposite of sunsets which make me feel alive in a bad way. And there's nothing better than when you're relaxing in your house and there's peaceful rain falling outside, but somehow even a storm is just as relaxing. I don't think I can fully describe it, but I love it, and that's rare for me these days. Although recently it feels underwhelming when it does rain despite my good memories, but I don't like thinking about that. Maybe it's just how I've changed. Anyway, back to the topic, I'd love for it to be raining when I die, but I'm barely capable of planning the bare essentials for my death, I don't think I could check the weather hoping for the right time and look for good scenery on top of that, even if it sounds simple enough. Anyway, that was a pretty long-winded post, but rain is just that good, and definitely one of the only things in life that I still cherish; only the little details of life are good, never the big picture, I find.
