Venting Doctor appointment rescheduled

[Jdieiejdjaow]

All I want is to get off the meds I'm on so I can transition. Why is the healthcare system so dysfunctional? I really hate politicians that promise investments in public services while offering tax cuts and the people who fall for the bullshit.

I've to wait until next week now.

Meanwhile, I'm completing my kit. Hose cutter is on its way and the regulator order has been placed today.

I hope I'm not under surveillance from my first attempt. Probably not and I'm just a bit paranoid.

Also, the nightmares keep fucking happening. I hate my C-PTSD.

 

[pauly369]

Sorry youre going through that shit.
CPTSD is fucking terrible.
Ive got it from being abused as a kid.
The nightmares and automatic negative thoughts never truly go away.

 

[Jdieiejdjaow]

Update: they refused to take me off the medication but bullshit me around that "I've capacity" (what's with this in the West?).

They'll send a report to my GP. Can only imagine my GP going berserker about it.



I'm unsure what to do. Should I simply stop? That's what my doctor in the psych ward did with me had no effects (the doctor I just saw kept insisting that not enough time have passed for me to see any effects).

Fuck it. I'll just stop taking them. Tomorrow I'll give the meds I still have to a pharmacy for destruction.