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Discussiondo you wish for a different, better life or none at all?
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I wish for a different life, where I'm reincarnated to the right gene and right family, otherwise just like in a video game... ctb the chosen reincarnated specie you were picked to be, until you are that right one
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MiraiShisen, The anhedonic one, heavyeyes and 1 other person
At this stage where I am in life, it makes no sense to have a different, better life. Can't go back. So, no life is about the best choice for me. Really, only choice. I know I can't go on too much longer the way things are.
I would give anything on earth for my physical condition to improve and I would love life with open arms. I have someone I need to be here for but it's getting harder. I prey to the sky every night even tho I'm not religious in any way. I prey and beg and would give anything
You put my exact thoughts into words. If I had my health I'd live such a full and beautiful life and death would be the last thing on my mind. I desperately want to be well enough to live properly so I don't need to kill myself but it's seeming less and less possible.
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GettingOut, The anhedonic one, heavyeyes and 2 others
Different life. Of course I hate this one. I can't even call my life "living", I just merely exist and poorly at that. I want a fair fucking chance at life and happiness not this shit hand of cards and crumbs its absolutely unforgivable
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The anhedonic one, heavyeyes and MiraiShisen
You put my exact thoughts into words. If I had my health I'd live such a full and beautiful life and death would be the last thing on my mind. I desperately want to be well enough to live properly so I don't need to kill myself but it's seeming less and less possible.
You put my exact thoughts into words. If I had my health I'd live such a full and beautiful life and death would be the last thing on my mind. I desperately want to be well enough to live properly so I don't need to kill myself but it's seeming less and less possible.
Yes exactly my sitution. I am very simple and do not wanna much from life , just to have same opportunity as others but nah... all I can hope is that my next life (if there is any next) will be better I have suffered enough to actually be ready to leave.
Different life. Of course I hate this one. I can't even call my life "living", I just merely exist and poorly at that. I want a fair fucking chance at life and happiness not this shit hand of cards and crumbs its absolutely unforgivable
I had a bumpy life with a lot of resistance since I was born. I had several failed and painful relationships until I met the love of my life who fully understood and accepted me. Life was perfect and I couldn't wish for more until she died in an accident. I wish I could have that "beter life" back, but it seems unrealistic. It feels like I'm back in the old misery, but I'm going to see first if there is a way to a better life. However I'm here to consider all my options.
ME/CFS for me, moderate so I'm not bedbound but still can't live anything close to a fulfilling life. I'm 24, been sick since 20 and before that I had mental health & addiction issues (which I recovered from just before developing ME/CFS which was insanely cruel timing) so never had a chance to just live without something wrong with me since childhood. I relate hard to feeling robbed, what are your conditions?
I know it's possible in the world to live a very fulfilling life but after my experience and all I've seen I'm tired of existence as a whole. Non-existence is very peaceful.
It was me who liked I think. This line was so apt to me. It basically doesn't matter who the hell you are, you can wish as much as you like but when you are given a shitty hand in life, alot of the time nothing is going to make that all better for you.
ME/CFS for me, moderate so I'm not bedbound but still can't live anything close to a fulfilling life. I'm 24, been sick since 20 and before that I had mental health & addiction issues (which I recovered from just before developing ME/CFS which was insanely cruel timing) so never had a chance to just live without something wrong with me since childhood. I relate hard to feeling robbed, what are your conditions?
That is just terribly cruel, as all of us on here are realising life is. I developed my first hideous autoimmune condition at 20. Took years of not being believed. I could hardly walk because of that. A few others piled on and I can't eat properly, have severe agonising sensory nerve damage ripping through my head and face now which is the main thing making me want to prepare my end. I'm also severely limited just like a moderate to severe ME person. I have POTS too and also Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. It's all hideously unfair
My suffering is caused by being born an autistic transgender in a abusive household. Having had such a horrible, traumatic start in life and lots of bad luck ever since has ensured that I have never enjoyed a second of living and am unable to ever will. I don't see this as having been something unavoidable though.
Especially, if I was born a cisgender female I'm sure I would have had lots of moments that would make life worthwhile. Altough there are lots of things wrong in my life, it's primarily my gender dysphoria that makes life unbearable.
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